Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2009

so fast...................................
this year passed so fast
the A Level year finished (if i dun retake)
just like a blink of an eye, everything passed
thinking back lots actually happened
the new year will sure be different...without the familiar anymore
i wont get to see some people any more
i wont spent as much time with lots of people as i used to
a new lif will begain soon no matter what
but i guess it will be good experience
really?
it has got to be
as a new stage if my life starts, which means highschool life is finally over
o my
no more high school?
wa there got to be lots of regrets
sad to say
but they cant really be helped
i better learn my lessions
lots of thing that happen in 09 will decide my future
my results, my uni, my holiday life
the unknown of the future appears to be rather scary to me
as i have a weak mind
but eough of that
being weak wont change much to the better
i got to stop writing as if i got a bad life
cause i dun
i got to stop letting oppotuniites pass me
fun wasted, time lost, chance gone
no no no more
i wish everyone the same
good luck , where ever you are and will be
doing what ever you are and will do
i hope to see all of you again!
lets jump into 2009 with a positive start!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Hann Pyng on the air~~~

finally Hann Pyng's dream came true, he got to go on to Ai FM's singing show as one of the week champion to compete for the winner of the month!
i gave up my badminton time to record his voice on radio so all of u can enjoy!
what a good thing to happen as the year ends!
tat stupid program stuffed so many advertisements and songs that wait was bothersome.....so i start this blog adi before its over
waaa the pk starts as i am writing this bolg...omg the other guy made a mistake in his song....he is singing 爱太痛(love hurts too much)...oooo he went out of tune!!!!....hp might win!!!!
he seems to be crying.....o he was too nervous...seems like he was shaking...
wat!!!! the judge says it was unfair that he did so much better in the practice!
oooo sad for him...he wanted to go again but it was not allowed
Next is Hann!!!!wa.... good
but....he sang 1 extra chores...............................................faint****
but i didnt realised at all!!! i was so absorb in his voice!!!!
wa the judge still say hp and the other one gets to join a 1 day sing class!!!!!!!
that was so good!!!! sorry that the computer can only record up to 60 seconds at once
so hp"s song was not complete here T_T i hope other friends of his managed to get the full version
waaa the voting starts......
Hann Pyng Won!!!!!!! yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will try to upload his record soon...something went wrong with the net.....again.again

Friday, December 26, 2008

Gandam Seed Destiny!!!!!!! a v political anime




a mobile suit lover like my self definitely cant miss the gundam series.
the seeed series is quite old that the effects are not as good but the machines are still cool
i like this follow up of seed as many characters and suits come up unexpectedly
the story is also less predictable than seed
i didnt expect the new main character to remain as the villian till the end....
and some relationships are messed up....in the end
well it was till good anime to watch!
i enjoyed it alot but it got a bit weird in the middle, as you dun know who the true enemy is till the last part.


Lovely Complex....i love it ^_^




I am so happy!
even though i am stacked at home i got found such a wonderful anime!!!!!!
sosososo good
it is about LOVE but it is not boring at all!!!!!!!
it is so good at the feeling part and the humor is hilarious!
it is so romantic toooo~~~~~~
i think every one who apprecient anime should go watch!!!!!!
i m having a tough time looking for the last 4 episodes....
omg my net is $*(#*&*&&^ slow
or eose i wont blog about it before i watch the ending!
wa~~~ its so nice! i think its worth rewatching




Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas !!!!***

to every good ppl i know
have a good time, not for others but for yourself!

Monday, December 22, 2008

dun tell me this is lame......i know

well i watched anime alot these days and i finished this on recommended by alice.....
oran high school host club
i recommend those who can understand Japanese humor to some extend to watch this anime
it is ....funny
dun worry it is not gay
but when i think about it.....as i was going through the old pictures, a super lame idea struck me
some of the pic actually match the character style in the anime...
gay, act cute, girl like guy.....woooo
so i sort of fit some of my friends in to this.....(pls dun hate me for this)

well the gay couple and the act cute guy with the "lovely item" (go watch anime to understand) the very man alice fits good right.....well since i wear glasses and yew chuan is left i fit the two of us in....

only then i realised i missed the "prince"

i cant find any one good actually, thought about sin sin and omar....but doesnt seems right

any suggestions?

i feels like i spoiled the anime hahahahahahhahahahaha

Thursday, December 18, 2008

It's good to start early

its good to start early even though people say it is better later than never
well, looking at my self compared to those who really achieved things, i lacked of two things
an early goal and perseverance
thinking back at my high school life there are quite a few regrets
i wished to start playing badminton earlier so i could participate in sports better
i wished i know any instruments so i can join school performance
i wished i learnt English harder with my super good high school teacher so i could score higher for my SAT
i wished i joined some martial arts class before ,now i feel too old to start...
i wished i wasn't so lazy that i did more constructive things in my childhood.....
now...it is not too late,, but harder and less cost worthy....as my highschool life is over, my app are done, my exams are over.......o that reminded me
need to start praying for my A level grades now

well as i plan my "going to be v long" holiday, i realised it might need quite a bit of hard work to be enriching....i guess i m not to type to watch tv drama the whole day kind of person....need to take IELTS, learn driving, travel ,(the rest is secret)
my US app is messed...dun knoe whether i got it right or not.
yesterday night i went to genting again with my grandparents and dad
i still cabt reach stage 3 of tha basketball machine thing...i was so envious of the ppl there who can exceed score for stange 2 ant stage 1!!!!!! and i dun feel like drinking starbucks again....the drink made me feel rather unconfortable ...

i want to catch the things i miss in the pass this holiday. it may be the last long and free one...for a few years...o my

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

New look!

yea i took hours to giv my two blog the new design! you guys like them????
irregular sleeping pattern gave me pimple bloom again....so today i must sleep on time! how is every doing with your exams and holidays????
i miss you all so much!

Monday, December 15, 2008

is it time?

still , after all that,, i still take my self too seriously
but i guess i am never that important
so is now about the time when i should realised my PM15 life is over? when i will lost news and updates from them for a very long time, when the next meeting for some of us may turn out to be awkward, when i may no longer receive sms and calls from some of them.........

the memory was great, but i feel unbearable to face it when i imagine that the next time we meet, the closeness is no longer there, or we might never even meet.

i miss you all already....

Friday, December 12, 2008

arrr holi

the trips that i went with my colege friends are great! but the problem now is....i can't stand to stay at home anymore! i want relax without feeling guilty! but my parents and grandparents are rushing me to study for IELTS !!!!!!!!!! the test is only in JAN......i dun know what to do at home....actually i do hav things to do but i dun feel like doing them any more ....

Friday, November 28, 2008

the exam finished

the course is completed
hostel cleared away
i felt werid when i was alone in the room packed up.
note thrown, books kept away
so fast
i can still feel the heat on my back looking for hostel
the happiness when i moved in
the late nights when my roommate cook maggi with me
the dinner with every1
i guess i am always too slow to accept the truth
all that ended so fast
i think i still feel like going back to subang to meet every1 in class
i cant accept the fact tat i may not c some people like before
....
miss you all adi

Friday, November 14, 2008

last chance

think chance of getting A for physics and chemistry is slimmer than i hoped....
still got bio to handle....but seems to be tired already...tired of alot of things...
went karaok today...but still not charged up...dreaming about the after exam trips....o my poor bio.. i forgot almost everything
tired of many things.........but soon this may be over...better buck up!
how to live without worry and expectations?
how to do my best without torturing my self and just be happy?
how to be happy when ur expectations won't be met?
how to live without other's opinion affecting you?
how to live without regret?

Monday, November 10, 2008

18

what a heavy number for me.....
adulthood....
seemed so far away before but here i am . 18
thank you all, my family and friends
thank you for the superb cake "traditional", "machine gun" and "turtle"
thank you sinsin to be the first to sms me tonight
well....feels weird to be an adult.....but i am now legal to do lots of things......
well good luck ...to everyone and my self...to be nice and happy people in future....

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

exam time

sign~~~~
too much to study for chem and physics....
no time for SAT...
i feel like wasting my time doing the applications caust i know that i will flunk my reading and writing....
spent whole day on US app again....so troublesome
maybe i should just let it be........arrrrrrrr
help ......... living so high at the tenth floor gives me impulse to jump ....
why people have such high goal? self torture

Sunday, September 14, 2008

cornered.......

i am in a very stupid situation thanks to my ego and overconfidence.
this soso precious holiday only has three days left, i wasted so many days on the applications to uni of revising .this is bad, i just realised how different SAT biology is from my A level syllabus and i planned two days at the most to go through but till now i havnt finished. i was to hot headed that i paied for three!! three subject test, which is at next month, plus toefl next month, and my A level final exam next month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the trail exam this time was a nightmare and now i havnt even touch my books for more than a week.... i am so in trouble! i will not catch up when college starts again, i will flunk my SAT exams and i will do badly for everything!!!!!!!!!!!!

so
i hav decided, no more surfing on net, no nore music or relax or daydreaming time, no more wasting time thinking, now what can save me is doing! i hav never being an efficient person but if i dont try my hardest now.....NUS....UC san diego....UC LA.......and i have no idea where on earth i got the courage to apply to lyv league...the essays they require arech a bother..
the most stupid thing is that i need to set in the UCs application before A level exams finish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but the worse is not just that ,,,,if i want to have fun with my friends after exams i will hav to finiah allllllll the applications before my exam finish....

wat could be worse...........so the race against time stars now....

Friday, September 12, 2008

Distance.....and self management

good since not many people visit my blog now i can talk personal stuff

now, i realised that distance, is important.
people skills is all about keeping the perfect distance with the people around you.
i guess it applied to most cases, that the closer two people get does not mean the better their relationship becomes, well i guess parent to child ,,,maybe an expection but i don't know.
but how far apart? enough to breath and secure some privacy i guess...i don't know

but to me , who don't have the luck to have .... ......., distance sure creates beauty

some pics to share

a cat when to my hostel to give birth! the kitties are sososo cute so we just let the stay in the house, the mother came back at night, they are still in the house till now i think, in a box
does the guy in the news paper looks like some one we know?
me eating the super big jelly i cooked myself! i didn't like the canned fruit, taste of metal can

Thursday, September 11, 2008

.....a not so holiday holiday

five days have passed, and i am still stuck with my uni applications with no big progress...... havnt revised anything for A'levels....sign~~~~

Monday, September 8, 2008

waaaa holiday

well....trail exam is over, and my days just gets tougher with all the English tests coming up plus my final exam....i hope the i see my result slip before my parents this time
i just wasted three days watching heroes...it was not as nice as i expected....
some times i guess i should let myself relax abit as i feel so stressd even during this hoiliday....and that "should i be a doctor" question still bugs me.
but at least i can get up late if i want to

Thursday, August 14, 2008

good song....for a busy time


Song lyrics | I'm Yours lyrics
well the first part is bit werid
trial so close, olympic so exciting, uni dead line approching...but i hav hanging on
china vs korea today for men quaterfinal............woooo got to go ac to watch my friends!
wa still got swimming club poster to do......

Friday, July 25, 2008

quote from Grey's

this is so good for losers like me

"contest is a lion fight, so sheer up, put your shoulders back, walk proud, don't look at your wounds, celebrate them, the scars you bear is sign of a competitor. you are in a lion fight, just because you didn't win doesn't mean you dont know how to roar."

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

hard

NOTHING....IS EASY IN LIFE
time is too short for laziness and regrets
but i can't help that
relationships are too weak for insecure feelings
but who can let go so easily
there is always fear
fear to lose, fear to fail, fear to lost
but who can always overcome them
there will always be obsticals
but i am sick of them already
arrrr tired~~~
maybe i am just making things harder for myself,
by not having self disipline

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

tired~~~

so tired, math so confusing, physics so hard, chem so fast and bio so boring.....

i felt like a balloon going to burse when my dad called me and ask" how is your SAt revison going?"

what do i need to give up to hav better efficency? it is sosososososososososososo tempting to hav so much good anime saved in my laptop ........sign~~~

i hope i wont fall sick.....where are all my motivations?

Saturday, June 28, 2008

pics to tell

this tree looks so much like cherry blossom
don't know its real name though
this is what should be called mushroom fried rice, wooo i love it


the fish massarge seems t get so popular, even at Salayang Mall...
RM10 for 20 mins, it looks dirty though the day when i as at the mall seems to be victor's "meet with fans" day
i am so not his fan........why can groups like S.H.E or jay
at Genting there was a basketball competition and this girl atttracted a croed of people watching her scoring
at a chinese restarant eating traditional chese steam bowl


in the library, good way to watch what ever you think it is embarrassing for others to know
yea believe your eyes, a pink bmw infront of taylors
the bin in my room after the exam, well tony and i will sure hav good bones
wasted breakfast as the lidzards enjoied themselevs first





Thursday, June 26, 2008

Day 4 at kk~~ island hopping!!!!

waaa some of the very good pictures for this is lost as yew chuan's memory stick is corrupted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

luckly some surived, yew and me
do you believe we can still be this energetic the day after the climb?
well hann pyng and pooi mon fall sick, rest of us ok
sissors, paper stone!!
i lost
the result is this......

well the next day we just hang around at the local market and got back to kl at 4 pm,

i was having fever on the plane, luckly it came at the last minute^_^

Day 3>>towards the peak!

this is how the last part of the track looks like, when we were going up it was still completely dark, but i think i saw the most beautiful stary sky i hav ever seen in my life!!!!! we were really lucky that the weather was excellent when we were there.
we all got up at 1am covered up, and started our trail to the peak view when we are coming down from the peak, fantastic isn't it
like before tony and chuan tung reached the peak first, i reached at 5 something, and the sky has alreay begin to light up

the south peak, the one on the one ringet note
we all reached at the end!!!!!!!!! i was blocked by that stupid uncle in this pic!!!
the sun rise
low's peak, that where we climbed
this peak is called "ugly sister"
the "donkey ears"
then it was time for us to make our way down the mountain, i hurt my knees

at the rocky part i think , as the journey was a nightmare for me, as expected tony and chuan tung got to eat their lunch at 2pm bu me and suat leng struggled untill 4 pm to reach the starting point,

here is another story, when me and suat leng reached we were wildly happy until we met an uncle we spoke to at te peak

uncle:" wa y u 2 so slow, i wait4ee here for an hour already...."

suat and me speechless........

pooi mon twised her ankle up there so the guides helped her along the way down, she reached at 6 pm and we all going back to kk town for dinner

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

watched 13 going on30

under turtle's suggestion i watched the movie on you tube
rather true
whats the point of all the success when there is no one to trust and share?

Monday, June 23, 2008

From the THE BE HAPPY ATTITUDES

these are extracts from a super "holy" book i read

"i do not believe that we are all created equal. physical and emotional differences, parental guidance,varying environments, being in the right place at the right time all play a role in enhancing or limiting development. But i do believe every man or woman, if given the opportunity and encouragement to recognize his or her potential, regardless of background, has the freedom to choose in our world. will an individual be a taker or a giver in life? will he be satisfied merely to exist or will he seek a meaningful purpose?"

"why are so many of us constantly restless in a pursuit of "something more"? Something is missing , we vaguely but strongly suspect, even when things are going well for us.

how can we understand , analyze , interpret , or explain the emotional restlessness that relentlessly pressures us to reach further , climber higher, acquire more? the result? the clock never stands still, we fail to fully enjoy the present moment. Our emotions are projected into the activities and events of tomorrow. so busy are we planning the future that we never taste the pleasures of the present."

"a perfect communication between two people isn't the type of relationship in which there are no fights, no arguments, no cross words. perfect communication is when both persons are able to open up and actually tell each other how they feel with respect and mutual esteem. not silence, but creative, constructive, respectful conversation is righteousness in communication."


the book is called by ROBERT H.SCHULLER
CAL number is 226.9306 SCH in tcsj library

i suggest Aliceturtle to read this book,,,the religous part may suit her ^_^

Friday, June 20, 2008

Day 2.....the climbing starts!

tony and chuan tung reached the resting place first!!!! we were all WET with this temperature u know!
wowo the earthworms up there are fantastic, the are huge and strong, like headless snakes
it started raininghalf way for our climb! the rain coats doesnt do so much....
the vegatation slowly changes as you go up the mountain, we were tracking in a cloud
putcher plant!!!
some tree with flower on the leaves

the view from where we start the climb, alread so high right?
hahahaha luckly i was not the one carring all those, i paied RM50 for the porter to carry my bag, he tied all our bags together
waiting fot the guide, nothing to do, so better do some prayers
packed up from dorm and we left our bags are the registration place

view of the mountain before we leave
after a buffet breakfast
group pic at the map
at the starting point of the track