driving...sign~

i kind of know what is my problem in driving today....
i can not hav someone in the car with me on the road....
i get nervous and indecisive


and i m not blaming everything on my driving instructor!
but i dislike him
the way he talks....
i feel like shouting out "u know ppl make mistakes ok???"
......finally tomo is my last lesson
he took all my confidence away....
good luck to me for my test next Monday...i really want to pass and get ride of the instructor!

primo passo ...the golden chord

at first i was quite reluctant to download this anime, cause the picture makes it looks like the type of super old type of anime romance...the type when there is a group o f super girly guys all falling for the same girl...and the girl will be blur blur dun know who she should choose...the all the lame romance scenes when the guy will be very "forceful"...hehehe... and the girl face red....

then i saw this character...
i was like...omg ....ugly.......not cute at all...
it is a he btw
but he is not the worst part


this is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really feel like shooting my LCD the he appeared
illllll...then he turned out to be a Sadism...
hahahaha i can hate him completely...with a good reason
but the main character, the girl is so stupid....when he played her around
errrr....



heyhey ,,, but this is a good anime!!!!! it is about classic music and i can appreciate classic musics much better now!!!!!! i download it mainly because the season 2 is out...wooo cant wait...the romance is not as sickening and the story can inspire quite a bit...
i gave up playing instrument before so it hoked me quite a lot...


i spent too much time watching anime tat i didnt prepare for my tuitions.....
running out of business........TT

Redang again!!!

Since my cousin's family came to Malaysia, how can they miss going to the islands?!
so there we are off to Redang ....it is the second time for me...and i felt great difference between the two visits

this time my resort was on the edge of a hill, and need to go over a wooden bridge to go to the main beach,,,,quite special white sand...blue sky and the resort behind

while waiting for the ferry,,,i tried a kampong swing...really cool, below me is the river to the sea, my fingers hurt from the grabbing

the shotting spot for "夏日嬷嬷茶”it was ridiculously simple...

now it is a small shop

the sun rise iat the last morning of the trip....

i overslept in the first ...

super clear water again!!!

very rare these days....

it is goting hot already....

another thing that is sososo exotic is the big squirrel that always comes to the same sport in the cafeteria to wait to be fed!!! super cute, they r twice as big as ones we see in kk and kl

the other side of my resort....the hill is hard to climb...but yet lots of ppl went to the peak

wat is disappointing...is that there are...four other resorts along the beach..and the pub and karaokes make the evenings on the island no longer peaceful and quiet~~~

it spoils moods.....

and the are some red stuff floating on the sea one day...looks polluted..

sign~~~ even redang is changing....

lots of corals died already....

but this time the guides showed showed some interesting fishes to us as we did snorkeling

Another friday on ice....

it was the figure skating national championship...
well at first i felt "it is none of my business...i will just go watch movie"
but when i c the ppl tat practised hard nicely dressed up in they costumes ..i felt a bit disappointed for my self.
well i never seriously represented my school for any competition with aura of competitiveness....mostly i am just after the certificate of participation....cause i gave up before i sign up....haha
well after skating for 2 months...i can imagine the hard works of the skaters on the ice that i am watching...every move of their performance is the result of months of practising...and it takes years to be perfect

skaters warm up
the crowd watching( sorry forgot to rotate the photo)

the best one i saw...a lion dance style

the judge's table

ice re-surfacing

the enter and waiting point for competitors

guess my nerve wont allow me into any big competitions....

wat useless pride~~~ its all too late~~~i m too old already~~~

Finally.........^^

finally, i crushed my teacher's car.....

omg... i was so blur....over confidence at this point?

that was a good painless warning....luckly it was just s small scratch

i was reversing today and didnt realise that the ground was not flat....then had a light, soft, tinder contact with a lorry parked at the side.....

finally i can fold the origami rose!!! which one do u like?

the pink and blue ones are folded in the same method!

haha i can make nice presents for ladies from now on....

finally i can go skating tomo....but will anyone accompany me??

well i hope the teacher is free tomo....

finally someone called me to ask about tuition....

well that guy is about to take A2 Exam already.....

too bad me not free the next two weeks...

because...finally my auntie and her family is coming to visit!!!!

i am bored enough at home...good to have some change...

finally i can go out almost everyday!!!!!!

finally.....its night time....quiet and peaceful

so enjoyable tat i dun want to sleep and go off line~~~

btw...malay is so hard to learn.....

the kinds of verbs and the prepositions are drivng me dizzy

i think i am going to give up....soon...and take up ...chinese hehe

...A nauseous afternoon.....

Like all other peaceful , quiet afternoonssssssss,,,
i went for a swim at the pool near my apartment
well it was a common thing to dive down,,and see leaves, fruits, or bird poo in the pool bottom
since it is an open pool
and today...two couples was hugging around in the pool~~~=_='''
one couple consists of a china Chinese girl....squatting on the guy's leg
as i swim pass the other couple one girl pulled down her man's trunk and the guy chased her in his swimming trunks *_*''' y bother....
.....
well i just swim on my own~~~
more kids arrived later
it was getting noisy

i swam pass a round , black thing that i assumed as a fruit a few times
but when i did underwater kick and passed it close by.......i realised it was....




it was a lump of SHIT~~~

OMG.......
I FEEL SO DIRTY EVEN WHEN I GOT UP AND SHOWERED....
but the rest of the ppl in the pool didnt seem to take much notice of it....

i m not goin to tat pool this week before they clean it up......
that lump is still round shape underwater...whoever did it must hav serious constipation...
well, does the swimming pool water help you to smooth it up???
get lost you disgusting geek.........*_* SICK........

Practise~~~and more practise~~~

for the first time i got to a practise center today....

took some photos as i think this might bring up memories form some of u the 3 point turn

side parking

waaaa the scariest!!!! i want to practise on the slope more...

Lucky i didnt slide down today or "hang"

but i still dun get the feel of clutch up there!!! and this is where most ppl fail!!!!

woooo slowly and carefully......

the main roads today are scary too....sometimes i dun know whether to go or stop....i try not to stop as much as i could....

i like to practise there...cause got more ppl...and can practise all three tests at once!

hope my lecturer bring me there again tomo!

I am..... "L"

my driving lessons are very exhausting...
the worst thing is ... i always "hang" at junctions when i stopped and start moving again when the traffic light turned green....
o pai xie....as the cars behind overtakes me....
and my teacher scold me for the wrong reason...me too polite to talk back
and here is where i practise te 3 point turn, side parking, and up hill....
o my up hill is the worst....
and in some mornings....i gets to meet "them"
last lesson i almost run into one off them...i didnt know they r so brave that they didnt move at all as i approaches,horning....i guess they dun understand what the "L" sign means....
yes thats them:::::::

how close to nature....i still remember the first time i practised 3 point turn , the rod i was referring to as covered with big black flies( so i avoid hitting the rod even more)......and the slope i practiced on...well the windows are always opened as the air-con is switched off as i practise...i find it very hard to concentrate as the mosquitoes are attacking me from all directions....i dun want dangi now....

hope i pass the test soon so i can drive auto cars!!!

My holi things and thinks

waaa since so many friends updated my hands feels itchy and heart feels guilty(i promised my self to update everyday...)

my driving lessons are my main focus these dayss....manual cars are horribly complicated for me.
i want to thank the preson who invented auto cars so much!
at the junction near my house, my car always gets "死火"
it is so embrassing then the cars behinds are horning and that teacher blames me for no good reason...
horn for wat? the "L" sign is there for a reason! (it means i suck。。。。Legally)
and i dun understand y some drivers tries to overtake me even at super narrow roads(i dun want to hurt u at all).....
i feel like i went for roller coaster rides after every driving lesson (the main roads are so.....not under my control..)

then with me staring out the window at home...i think about friendships... (so sian wo>_<)
i watched the videos in my phone....all the happy times with PM15s are just too beautiful...
i could not really remember those moments without the videos...
since i can hardly feel the same happiness again...these days (....cold palace~~~)
as i realised...some relationships will withered no matter wat i do...but yet i think it is not wrong to touch their cold butts with my warm face....as i dun want to close my door...but i think i dun hav tat much of attractive personality anyway (自知之明）
and friends who met up after a long time without contact does not mean they cant be friends anymore.!..internet helped tat to happen...i got 1 old friend back tat way^^ (she blogged about me, exaggerated alot...so pai xie)
sign... things change,,,, people change...how to face the passed happiness when things are no longer the same?...
i wish all my friends happy and lucky, with wat you are doing, and wat you planning to achieve!

Last Rejection From US

It is with regret that I write to inform you that we are unable to offer you admission to the freshman class at Stanford University. Please know that this decision does not reflect any deficiency or weakness in your application. To the contrary, we are humbled by your talents and achievements and of all those who applied for admission this year.

then UC San Diago sent me one email suddently saying i m admitted....my head got messed up then i realised there is another email saying that the 1st one is sent in error....hewww~~~

good...less choice less headache....