arrr holi

the trips that i went with my colege friends are great! but the problem now is....i can't stand to stay at home anymore! i want relax without feeling guilty! but my parents and grandparents are rushing me to study for IELTS !!!!!!!!!! the test is only in JAN......i dun know what to do at home....actually i do hav things to do but i dun feel like doing them any more ....