the exam finished

the course is completed
hostel cleared away
i felt werid when i was alone in the room packed up.
note thrown, books kept away
so fast
i can still feel the heat on my back looking for hostel
the happiness when i moved in
the late nights when my roommate cook maggi with me
the dinner with every1
i guess i am always too slow to accept the truth
all that ended so fast
i think i still feel like going back to subang to meet every1 in class
i cant accept the fact tat i may not c some people like before
....
miss you all adi

last chance

think chance of getting A for physics and chemistry is slimmer than i hoped....
still got bio to handle....but seems to be tired already...tired of alot of things...
went karaok today...but still not charged up...dreaming about the after exam trips....o my poor bio.. i forgot almost everything
tired of many things.........but soon this may be over...better buck up!
how to live without worry and expectations?
how to do my best without torturing my self and just be happy?
how to be happy when ur expectations won't be met?
how to live without other's opinion affecting you?
how to live without regret?

18

what a heavy number for me.....
adulthood....
seemed so far away before but here i am . 18
thank you all, my family and friends
thank you for the superb cake "traditional", "machine gun" and "turtle"
thank you sinsin to be the first to sms me tonight
well....feels weird to be an adult.....but i am now legal to do lots of things......
well good luck ...to everyone and my self...to be nice and happy people in future....