Lazy!

really i lost my passion to update these days....
l a z y........
any so few feed backs too
i guess my holi is just to boring....

my trip to guilin 桂林之旅 1

Guilin here i am!!!! this is the international air port of guilin, simple...but still ok....but due to the H!N! the health check slowed down the process to come out greatly...
桂林国际机场，应为有了甲型流感的防疫，出来过海关慢了好多！"

"the seven star scenic area in the guilin city, there has the famous camel mountain.
桂林市里的七星公园！！里面有著名的骆驼山喔！"

one of the shooting spot for the movie "liu san jie" in the park
电影“刘三姐” 的拍摄场景之一

the result of the Cultural revolution
文化大革命的产物

guilin is full of the sweet-scented osmanthus (gui hua) trees, this one is the oldest
桂林当然就是有很多桂花树咯。。。这棵是最大的！！

nice sceneries of hills and water in the park
公园里面山山水水都有啊！

it was sunny but the shades are cool!!
太阳很大可是有树荫!!

here is the mighty camel mountain...really looks like one doesn't it?
president Bush had a talk about environment issues here before...haha
骆驼山！看起来很像喔！
小布什总统以前在这里发表了一次环保演讲！

then we went to climb a hill...the view there was fantastic!! we can c the whole of the guilin city!!and the Li river!
之后我们爬了一座山，能看到桂林市的全景！！还有漓江！！




caves are another must sees in guilin!! the lighting plus the reflection on the pond make it very special!!
竹笛岩，岩洞也是桂林的一大特色，加上地面的倒影更是不得了！

guilin food now!
the most well known is the "beer fish" ....it is just adding bear to cook the fish you want...the place my dad and i went to was soooo expensive!!!! RMB 200 for one fish!!!
啤酒鱼是桂林很有名的吃法，可是我和我爸去的那家店要人民币200吃一条鱼！！！！

steamed rice cake......salty and sweet...=_= but i like
蒸的糕点。。。又咸又甜。。


so that is al for day one
next update coming !!!

ALL IN

sounds so dramatic in the koreanish way...
but still the pressure is crushing me...because i am lazy!
my aunt said:"ur dad went ALL IN for ur uni tuition fees , so you should just give up your fun and try to finish within three years. (a four year course!)...and get as many schoar ships as possible....."
but now i didnt even met the minimal english require to skip the English as a second language class, there will be top studetns from all over the world to complete with, and my dad keeps asking me whether i can graduate in three years under scholarship....
.............
but that is not the main point.... i cant study or do much paperation this holi...i am too distracted and ...locked up (physically and mentally) at home that all i want to do is repel....

now a person wasting a holiday 10 months long is trully failure!!!!
i guess i suck at multitasking anyway...
i think i know what to do now too
i cant achieve anything if i dun "ALL IN"

how well do u know Du(ck)?

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=15466288&key=6ARR

i made a quiz about myself...try if u know me!!
pls dun fail!!! hahahaha

the tale of my transcripts~~to UC Davis

i fell unwell today
so why i am still awake so late in the night?
yes uni stuff again
as i dun think i can hav another good sleep before i solve this problem
and here is the tale~

my uni requires me to sent my transcripts and results to them before july 15th
so i sent one copy in early April with PostLaJu
then i happily wait and wait~~
my online status is still "not recieved"
they say if they dun get it by dead line they might cancel my admission
ouch!
so i called the uni in june, asking how come still not received,
he sounded like a good man and told me it takes long to process international transcripts to it might be in process, and told me to sent another copy if i feel insecure
so i did, through normal mail, before i went back to China for trip
then i happily wait wait~~
check onine everyday, still
"not recieved"
a
wa lao!! i called uni again
this time...a stubborn lady
"wat i can see is wat posted online, so i would say it did get to us, and i wont know if it is in process or not, i can not tell u wat to do now, sent again if u want, yes u might get an email when we cancel ur admission , i m not sure it it will be discussed...."

wat!!!! she knows nothing...all i know is they might cancel my admission !!!
a few sleepless nights
my dad tracked the delivery and a person called "NCAMACHO" collected my transcript
so i thought it should reached
tonight i called...again
btw, u know the line always have some one speaking the general stuff to prevent people from asking the obvious questions to the advisers. i need to listen to him for 3min before i get speak and "the advisor is busy at the moment"
i called like 8 times tonight
the first call i got through, a nice male voice redirected me to an international student advisor , and i left the worse voice message ever
the i cant get to anyone free
lastly i got to someone, first she told me my address is not accurate and there is no one called"NCAMACHO" wat??? wrong address and unknown receiver??
then she told me to sent again and redirected me to another advisor for other problem
i was thinking....o no..got go college to get another one sent T_T
all the trouble...

finally that last person, i thank her so much
got my second copy of the transcript ...the address was correct...
hope everything goes well from not...i m so tired....
i want to c my transcripts set as "Received"!!!!

....at home~~

well, i guess it is a bit boring just read words...i will try to add illustrations in future
it is kind of hard now cause i hav no scanner at home and dun know how to edit the drawing on photoshop...
really thankful that i didnt go skating with yew chuan today cause i feel horrible, as in sick(actually mentally too).
i m not really sick yet as i can feel my immune system is at their limit trying to suppress the symptoms from appearing...i guess it is bwcause a super busy wednesday i had
here is wat i did:
giv tuition for one and half hour
chat with ex junior form highschool for an hour
online for two hours at the web
chat with friend for one and half hour
went 3k to swim( i walked there!)
went gathering at 1u
.....none stop day...
and last night i feel like fainting, think i shouldnt have gone gym when i feel unwell yesterday
i slept sosososososososososososososososo much at home today....o my youth~~

ok next week is going to be a busy week
i really want to skate with SOMEONE!!!ANYONE!!! as i cant stand the loneliness there anymore.
ppl going to monash is starting on monday
hope hp got free time to come skate with me

ok i wont write too long so none of u gets bored...i should start to blog about my trips!with pictures!
(ops got to prepare for tuiton....physic A2...no kidding!!)

me(s) at home

in my room

in my parents' room

inspired by "tallboyz" i tried these photoshop tricks myself, and they are so easy to do!!!
and btw...i giv up trying to study in holiday....it really doesnt work out for me

skating anyone?

no self control

i cant study
i cant concentrate to prepare chem for my tuition so i keeps posponding it
i cant study english for my exam in sep!!!!!

i just want to blog and draw and read....
.....
help!

hop hop

hop hop
i just love blog hopping theses days....
i love the feeling when i feel inspired by other people's passion for life
hop~
i mainly choose ones with art...wooo beautiful
as i can find something in common between artists...
too bad my internet too slow
hop~
it still feels like a needle in my chest when i see people so active in their lives,,,,
appears to be their family supports them in whatever they are doing~~
but i m sure life wont be tat easy
now i feels like a shoot eager to burst into the open air from below the mud
but not yet~~
hop hop~
i feels like leaving my hair long and then dye it, yea pony tail!
i feels like going into the mountains to be a voluntary teacher for a few months
i feels like backpacking across west Malaysia
i feels like learning Japanese
i feels like working in ambulance
i feels like starting my own comic
i feels like learning guitar and play "qing tian"
i feels like.....
but now i need to revise to prepare for uni work and giv tuition
but now i am not allowed to drive on my own
but now i need to worry about how to pay my uni tuition fees
but now i need to be an obedient grandson and stay at home
..........
now i can only find the joy of freedom in other's blog
so i will just hop on ...until i hav my own stories to share....

abstinent to be??

i will press my control button

i am always a taker in my family, now i want to be a giver....
there is Never such thing as "enough holiday" if we dont end it ourselves
and now i shall end my...
in order to meet the English requirement for my uni
in order to start at a good position in uni
in order to take as much course as possible in uni
in order to compete for scholarship in uni
as my family emptied their savings for me
i need to give back
first step is...control
...next...is so give up...on some things...

i am ready for a hard life there, can't wait!

yea!!!!!!

finally i got a moving gif uploaded on blogger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(dancing dancing~~)

i need inner peace