what am i doing

now is 3am ...AM!!!!!
i thought i could just relax abit by checking out how is season three going on GA....
and i ended up here , awake , 5 more days to my exams, and hav not even finish half of what i should hav done.
just got registered for SAT exams and really,
i dont know how on earth i am going to cope my semester three like this
4 A'level subjects at A2 standard, TOEFL, SAT I and II , all the personal statements i got to write, and i planned to join another club somemore....
what am i doing?
what a i going to do
looks like i have got no choice but to ....
pay for what i should not have done
but GA is just so good....
why dont i learn from y lessions
the doc are cool in the drama cause they could cope and get into med school
how many times hav i been rejected(not love...maybe once) or kicked out because i am not good enough
all the painfull years,,,,,still i dont learn, i never learn