Again....

i really dont know what to say now...
i...
i dun know what to say when people asked me what i have done with my life
i dun know what to say when people ask me what i do in my free time
i dun know what to say when people ask me what i did in my holidays


i failed again
i swore to live a better , more constructive life when my 1 year holiday start but i failed
i swore to be less critical about others and be more open hearted
but i havent changed

i am now 19 already
ToT
is everything too late?

a whole week of quizes and midterms....

i havnt felt this bad for a long time, because i did so much worse than i could.......

suddently like to listen to sad songs...which means , i have changed?

where is the Duck who listens to fast song to cheer himself up?

just checked my syllabus ....i might not get a good GPA even if i score full in my final exam now...

and i might fail my japanese class... then i will need to catch up on 5 units in the next two quaters..

how on earth am i going to do that>??

i cant even fell better when i watch Kang Xi Lai Le now, ,,what can i do

T_T

all the uncertainties...all the mistakes....all the troubles...

i cant focus on my revision anymore....ToT

arhhhh hope blogging will make me feel better...

i hate all this ....having no certainty to depend on...

help

miss you all!!!!!!!!!!!

finally i decide to update my blog....
it was a few crazy, lonely,and tiring month since my uni life started...
but i kept on having flash backs to my taylor time

every time i feels like singing i think of how good han pynn is
every time i listen to jay chuo's songs i wander whether alice is listening to them too
every time i get salad from my dinning commence i wander whether sinsin is still so anti vege
every time i i watch anime i wander if traditional watched the episode already
every time i use my ipod shuffle i wander if white fish is using hers too
every time i go to gym i remembered how successful tony is with his body building
every time i crack joke with a girl i wander what goldfish would say if it were her who i m talking to
every time i hear people talk about korean songs i think of ahun who taught me so much about them
every time i face a cold weather i wander how much min hee would need to wear if she were here
every time i hear people talking about dragon ball i think of yew chuan
every time i listen to amei's songs i wander if karmen is listening to them too
every thing i am hungry at night i think of makmak and roti canai
every thing i go to math class i wish it was Mrs Lim teaching
every time i play badminton i miss the time in 3k
every time i think of winter holidays i want to go back Malaysia
but not this winter
i dun know when
miss you all so much!
now you guys should be prold of yourselves because you have made a strong impression of on some one