today.......

after learning jet lee's positive attitude of appreciating the undesirable things that happen in life.... i start to feel better
if i havnt being locked up at home for so long....would a gathering dinner be something to be so happy and excited about?
now waiting for my L licence , i guess i will just make my " house husband " life constructive
today when i was suppose to just ask my grandparents i bumped into the room when they were having a chat
they were happy to c tat i went to talk to them, and said i talk to them too little.....
appears that a TV program brought up some sad memories of my grandpa
he cried abit , regretting that he didnt manage to take care of his mom and younger brother who died long ago........
well....it would be foolish to say things too positive at that moment
i realised that things like "learn from ur mistakes" or "u did wat u could" wont help much when facing the true tragedies in life......tat have formed a life time regret and sorrow
yes....there are some mistakes that we cant afford make....like not treating parents the best we could
they made who we r today...............right?