Another rejection.........

"Dear Xin,
Thank you for applying to UC Berkeley. After careful consideration, I am sorry to inform you that UC Berkeley is unable to offer you admission for the fall semester 2009.
The Admissions decisions were very difficult this year, as competition for fall admission was exceptionally rigorous. Berkeley was able to admit less than a quarter of the 48,000-plus applicants, all of whom were very well qualified. ......"

that is it.... i am going for UC Davis now!

rejected again*-*

After careful review of your application for admission, we regret to inform you that we are not able to offer you admission for the Fall Quarter 2009. UCLA continues to receive more applications for admission than we can accommodate in our freshman class. For Fall 2009, we received more than 55,000 applications for 4,700 available spaces for freshmen.

i am rejected again.....from UCLA
i guess this shows where i am...
with no work experience, no community service, no awards....
at least i got offer already... i should be happy......

A Mei Star Tour 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!! at Bukit Jalil!!!

WAAAAA this is my first idol concert!
it was so good!!!!!!!!! i chosen A mei's concert cause i think it should be very HIGH, and it really was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the audence was so goood too! every one sing along so professionally! then amei started to cry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the music and the assistant singers are all so good too...the keyboard guy was so "ying"! he makes me want to parctice piano again!
karmen and i shouted our lungs out and i was so suppersed that i can actually shout for so long so loud! it got so high at the last apart that every1 stood up !!!
i felt so great there when every one focuses on the same person and cheer for the same person and like the same person! btw it felt soso fast ...i want to hear more actually...but then it was already close to finish....

the stadium before it starts

last part , amei introduced every1 one stage and all the dancers!

each of them sing "你是我的姐妹，你是我的baby!"

the assiatance singers are alllll soooooooo goood!

finished with shiny papers flying!

then when we all thought it was over amei song 2 more super HIGH songs! luckly i didnt go early to catch the lrt ^^ i feel that my ticket was really worth it! yea!

btw the lrt was really "贴心空间”(some1 on train said this)

i was sweating like carzy

luckly i brought enough water!!

thanks for people who worked extra hours for the lrt to function!!

and karmen who acompanied me!

next ... i want to wait for jay chau!!! ^_^

PM15 manga characters update

Due to very strong response (=_= hehe.."") for the art works last time ...i worked on some of them again and realised..X_X it will take forever if my manga is to be drawn like sketch , so i added a cute version of all people to make my life easier...and i think this time every1 improved!

i did not draw some people last time cause it was only am experiement, here has some new ones too! please comment! this one obvious enought i think
i tried to make his cute version abit "act cool"...but seems like not so nice

this 1 v clear who also !!

i worked on this one for a longgggg time , kept on adjusting

i guess the result is bettter than last one!

goldfish

she looks more cute here than the last one right?

which 1 u prefer?

she strongly asked me to draw her

it was quite hard to spot her features adn present

i guess u cant tell who this is

white fish

i think she suits to be a cute character
did i over do it??+_+""

michelle

this sexy lady...

i just realise i so sosososososososos little pfoto of her

so i cant refer her new hair to my memories

sinsin

lazy to draw myself detail again
please comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rejected....

"Thank you for logging in to the UC San Diego application status Web site for Fall Quarter 2009 undergraduate applicants. We have carefully reviewed your application and regret that we are unable to offer you admission to the University of California, San Diego. The selection process was very difficult this year as we had an excellent pool of competitive applicants......."

i got rejected.....from university of California San Diego
a dream uni which is beside the sea.....excellent for biomed....
T_T
great...i guess UCD will be my only offer from Us...since other unis are all alot more competitive than this uni and the backup one is of no reply...which should be out since Feb

tat makes things so risky~~~~~~~~~shiver..

waaaaaaaa!!!

finally! i got an offer letter from US!
University of California Davis! biomedical engineering!
my family is so so happy
just now i looked into one of Sin Sin's friend's blog studying in Canada !
the picture he took there are so beautiful!
what attarcts me most is that it snows so heavily there!
where i will be going doesnt snow at all...T_T
i wander how the life will be there.....
now i am starting to worry about my documents and visa......
hope everything will work out!

life...PM15 manga-nised pls comment

both of my tuition are cancelled for tomorrow so i cant go skating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
and next week the price will be RM21 for the school holiday.. being so depressed I stay up to strat on my magna characters....can u recognise the ones below?

yes this one is clear enough i guess....it's me!

......

i bet even i wont able to recognise this one....

the photo i was using to refer had a very difficult expression to catch u c...

so it turned out to be so funny that i could rub off..

this is "supposed" to be .....tony

this beautiful lady is ...

aliceturtle


this handsome one is.....the earmuffs can help u remember..

he looks so much better he haha


tranditioinal




this sexy one...is another one that i am not statisfied with
her facial features are v hard to expressed in comic sence....


she's goldfish





even i was suprised wheni isaw the result
he looks so much better here muhahahahahahahahahahaha
can u tell>???
i dun think so


it's Hann







i m not staisfied with this too!
his features r hard to express
can u take a guess?


yew

please tel me ur opinion or it will be hard for me to work on my manga on our beloved PM15!

Safety Zone

I realised that it is better to live not too comfortably before I can support and protect myself
cause i dont want to be one of those people who needs support from parents even after University!!
so i better set my standard of living a little below my expectation...it is better to have some thing to chase after than to be lazy and satisfied
what's not my is not my...and how other people live is not what i should worry about
but i am always waiting to be inspired with different way of life
i am not good enough at anything at this stage
how to improve ?
it is to leave my own safety zone
to stop rejecting ideas that could change my opinion and way of life
to force my self to do things that needs to be done even though that's not what I am used to do before
to stop turning away form the difficulties and face my weaknesses and mistakes
i feel so short of time these days....
on TV i heard one athlete said :" bed is the coffin of youth"
and to know others in uni are starting to work so hard already....
i dun want to stay the same any more
i cleaned up my room today and was so surprised to find it so dusty and messed up
the result of hesitating to do things when they could be done at first
yes i regret
i survived i Malaysia without learning Malay, Cantenese, Hok Ka or any other language except English
but why didnt i, after staying for almost 8 years?
caused i felt comfortable staying at home and be as lazy as i could
i giv up paino cause i didnt want to practise
i actually felt happy when i giv it up
how foolish
......
i just got to do my best now

My fridays.......

My legs felt like as if they are on fire, with swollen bruses and big bubbles of pus under the skin.
but i m happy!
why?
it is because i went for ice skating again for three and half hours!!!!
just as i was worrying that i lost interest for the sports after a few lonely sessions i mastered a new move on my own and successfully mastered most of the basic moves of level 1(yea...not all...most) i can finally travel on one leg for 5 seconds!
i really want to learn how to skate backwards and do spins
i want to go practice more often but i think it is better not to push my dad's limit ...
wooo it feels so nice to glide on ice~~~

Equal, or Unequal exchange,process & change....

Watching " A date with Lu Yu" and "Full metal alchemist" these days....
learnt alot of things
many things in life needs the application of equal exchange
we need the equal amount of sacrifice to get what we are after
but that's the minimum
the balance rarely benefits ourselves
most of the time we need to work harder, try again and again, scarifies more time and leisure
Lu Yu 's show was mostly about Taiwan artist these days and i watched the interview with 侯佩晨。。。jay chao's ex girl friend
something she said was right... life is about experiencing the process of living..
yes the process
whether it is joy or pain
"it is only complete when you experienced and accept the goods and bads of life"
yea
whatever we are going through now
we should calm down and feel it, then accept what we are, how we are
because everything will pass
everything
pain can be erased by time and so is joyful experiences

maybe the results are not that important
as long as we are happy during the process
and have the courage to look back and laugh at ourselves
because they were the process
and when we become a stack of white bones......we have nothing left

read "who moved my cheese" again
felt so much more strongly than the last time i read it

change is unavoidable
so why bother resisting?
always be ready for it ,,,so we can make something good out of it......
i need to accept now too
sniffing around for the scent of change
with abit of reluctance, i realised somethings will never be the same again
the memorable A level time....
but i got to move on