Last day of CNY,,, lets reborn.

As Chinese New year Celebration comes to an end, time to start anew.

Time to gather all the good positive bright energy!!

Time to reborn into someone who accepts themselves and say "SO wat!, I m born this way!"

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are"
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
(Born this way)

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way)
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice the truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Ooo, there ain't no other way

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/born-this-way-lyrics-lady-gaga.html ]

Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

( Queen ,
Don't be , Queen )

Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah!

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

Valentine ~~

what-- ever, really, i have other stuff to worry about.

but still i will bring chocolate for friends~

it is just a day of extra sweet tooth for me XP

for those of you lucky ppl who do have a person to celebrate this "horniness in the air" day, hope things works out for you when you plan stuff for your other one. Hope you feel thankful for the relationship that you have now.

brush your teeth every1!!! before sleep and sex!!!

I'm Back~

Yes, after like almost 2 years I am back to this blog....haha you guys guess why?? I just ordered something online for $50.......o well it was kind of a "hot blooded " decision but I am sooo sick of the way things are right now with me. I have decided to get back something that I have decided to ditch. I just made some updates with this blog, hope it will bring me more motivation for this new year, and yes a blog with only words is BORING.

I agree strongly with something that I didnt really think about before, that it is a GREAT thing to have annoying people whose words (hopefully not fist) slap you awake from your little daydream and realize how far you are from your goal.

yes something happened these days that slap me awake, I have decided to change but yea,,,,don't think I did much to do that....looking back, i am still making the same mistake I was making before I was coming to America.

whether this blogging continues i want to at least give a try.

2010!!!

well...what a year of changes....a year of new beginning, a year of many bye byes and hi(s)..
everything worked pretty well so far...just the great unknown future quite bother me a little bit...
and the great memories of Malaysia that i find hard to let go...but here i m ...facing a big big new entrance of a big big challenge...

actually i havent changed much this year, not really.
maybe i was disappointed, hurt, messed up, lonely, forgotten. but ... it is time for me to learn to say " So WAT?" to those things.

yes..regret only wastes time and brain cells...

time for me to be thankful from my heart...time for me to do my part to give back

i thank for my freedom, my opportunities, my well being, my family and friends...

and now...one more year passed, time to write the date differently again

wish everyone happinese, and the joy of having fulfillment in the thing you work on! plus good health and people luck!!! with courage always on your side!!

Happy 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets all do our best!! try our hardest!! moving on to what is best for us!!!

i will not complain as much for 2010!!

i will learn to party hard study hard and not be a nerd in 2010!!!

i will not be discouraged from any failures in 2010!!!!

i will work hard and not waste time in 2010!!!!!

i will be more practical and improve step by step , without rushing and giving up in 2010!!!!!!

good luck everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arhhh~~

i am a genius at wasting time~~ really
i have so much important things to do this holiday but i have not accomplished anything so far
i am going so suck if i dun ...control my sef from now on
you tube is such a great invention~~ seriouslyX_X i am on you tube and facebook all day!!!
the rest of the time i spent on bed...o pls...i youth~

can not...i can not continue to be like this

Again....

i really dont know what to say now...
i...
i dun know what to say when people asked me what i have done with my life
i dun know what to say when people ask me what i do in my free time
i dun know what to say when people ask me what i did in my holidays


i failed again
i swore to live a better , more constructive life when my 1 year holiday start but i failed
i swore to be less critical about others and be more open hearted
but i havent changed

i am now 19 already
ToT
is everything too late?

a whole week of quizes and midterms....

i havnt felt this bad for a long time, because i did so much worse than i could.......

suddently like to listen to sad songs...which means , i have changed?

where is the Duck who listens to fast song to cheer himself up?

just checked my syllabus ....i might not get a good GPA even if i score full in my final exam now...

and i might fail my japanese class... then i will need to catch up on 5 units in the next two quaters..

how on earth am i going to do that>??

i cant even fell better when i watch Kang Xi Lai Le now, ,,what can i do

T_T

all the uncertainties...all the mistakes....all the troubles...

i cant focus on my revision anymore....ToT

arhhhh hope blogging will make me feel better...

i hate all this ....having no certainty to depend on...

help

miss you all!!!!!!!!!!!

finally i decide to update my blog....
it was a few crazy, lonely,and tiring month since my uni life started...
but i kept on having flash backs to my taylor time

every time i feels like singing i think of how good han pynn is
every time i listen to jay chuo's songs i wander whether alice is listening to them too
every time i get salad from my dinning commence i wander whether sinsin is still so anti vege
every time i i watch anime i wander if traditional watched the episode already
every time i use my ipod shuffle i wander if white fish is using hers too
every time i go to gym i remembered how successful tony is with his body building
every time i crack joke with a girl i wander what goldfish would say if it were her who i m talking to
every time i hear people talk about korean songs i think of ahun who taught me so much about them
every time i face a cold weather i wander how much min hee would need to wear if she were here
every time i hear people talking about dragon ball i think of yew chuan
every time i listen to amei's songs i wander if karmen is listening to them too
every thing i am hungry at night i think of makmak and roti canai
every thing i go to math class i wish it was Mrs Lim teaching
every time i play badminton i miss the time in 3k
every time i think of winter holidays i want to go back Malaysia
but not this winter
i dun know when
miss you all so much!
now you guys should be prold of yourselves because you have made a strong impression of on some one

A new beginning!

Finally, after so much waiting,
tomorrow I will move into my dorm
finally, my independent life will start
what will i face?
loneliness?
hopelessness?
helplessness?
......
i dont know
but i will pay my price to hav such a long holiday.
i will stop caring about what people think about me if they are not my friends
there is a saying:
"if you are not who you should be at your age, then you will never be"

i want to be who i want to be
i want to act like a person i want to become
i want to do well in studies and play
i want to make lots of friends

and i will pay what i need to pay, for those that i want.

so who will my new friends be?(if i can get any)
we will see....
so what will my new classes be?
we will know......
so who will i be??????
i will try my best!!!!

will all this be worth it????


i will make sure that's the case!!!!