Du(ck)'s Life Through Words and Art

Last day of CNY,,, lets reborn.

2011-02-18T08:36:00.002+03:00

As Chinese New year Celebration comes to an end, time to start anew.

Time to gather all the good positive bright energy!!

Time to reborn into someone who accepts themselves and say "SO wat!, I m born this way!"

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are"
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
(Born this way)

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way)
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice the truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Ooo, there ain't no other way

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/born-this-way-lyrics-lady-gaga.html ]

Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

( Queen ,
Don't be , Queen )

Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah!

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

Valentine ~~

2011-02-14T06:55:00.002+03:00

what-- ever, really, i have other stuff to worry about.

but still i will bring chocolate for friends~

it is just a day of extra sweet tooth for me XP

for those of you lucky ppl who do have a person to celebrate this "horniness in the air" day, hope things works out for you when you plan stuff for your other one. Hope you feel thankful for the relationship that you have now.

brush your teeth every1!!! before sleep and sex!!!

I'm Back~

2011-02-13T05:55:00.002+03:00

Yes, after like almost 2 years I am back to this blog....haha you guys guess why?? I just ordered something online for $50.......o well it was kind of a "hot blooded " decision but I am sooo sick of the way things are right now with me. I have decided to get back something that I have decided to ditch. I just made some updates with this blog, hope it will bring me more motivation for this new year, and yes a blog with only words is BORING.

I agree strongly with something that I didnt really think about before, that it is a GREAT thing to have annoying people whose words (hopefully not fist) slap you awake from your little daydream and realize how far you are from your goal.

yes something happened these days that slap me awake, I have decided to change but yea,,,,don't think I did much to do that....looking back, i am still making the same mistake I was making before I was coming to America.

whether this blogging continues i want to at least give a try.

2010!!!

2010-01-01T08:45:00.004+03:00

well...what a year of changes....a year of new beginning, a year of many bye byes and hi(s)..
everything worked pretty well so far...just the great unknown future quite bother me a little bit...
and the great memories of Malaysia that i find hard to let go...but here i m ...facing a big big new entrance of a big big challenge...

actually i havent changed much this year, not really.
maybe i was disappointed, hurt, messed up, lonely, forgotten. but ... it is time for me to learn to say " So WAT?" to those things.

yes..regret only wastes time and brain cells...

time for me to be thankful from my heart...time for me to do my part to give back

i thank for my freedom, my opportunities, my well being, my family and friends...

and now...one more year passed, time to write the date differently again

wish everyone happinese, and the joy of having fulfillment in the thing you work on! plus good health and people luck!!! with courage always on your side!!

Happy 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets all do our best!! try our hardest!! moving on to what is best for us!!!

i will not complain as much for 2010!!

i will learn to party hard study hard and not be a nerd in 2010!!!

i will not be discouraged from any failures in 2010!!!!

i will work hard and not waste time in 2010!!!!!

i will be more practical and improve step by step , without rushing and giving up in 2010!!!!!!

good luck everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arhhh~~

2009-12-22T06:59:00.002+03:00

i am a genius at wasting time~~ really
i have so much important things to do this holiday but i have not accomplished anything so far
i am going so suck if i dun ...control my sef from now on
you tube is such a great invention~~ seriouslyX_X i am on you tube and facebook all day!!!
the rest of the time i spent on bed...o pls...i youth~

can not...i can not continue to be like this

Again....

2009-11-21T21:56:00.002+03:00

i really dont know what to say now...
i...
i dun know what to say when people asked me what i have done with my life
i dun know what to say when people ask me what i do in my free time
i dun know what to say when people ask me what i did in my holidays

i failed again
i swore to live a better , more constructive life when my 1 year holiday start but i failed
i swore to be less critical about others and be more open hearted
but i havent changed

i am now 19 already
ToT
is everything too late?

2009-11-20T03:02:00.002+03:00

a whole week of quizes and midterms....

i havnt felt this bad for a long time, because i did so much worse than i could.......

suddently like to listen to sad songs...which means , i have changed?

where is the Duck who listens to fast song to cheer himself up?

just checked my syllabus ....i might not get a good GPA even if i score full in my final exam now...

and i might fail my japanese class... then i will need to catch up on 5 units in the next two quaters..

how on earth am i going to do that>??

i cant even fell better when i watch Kang Xi Lai Le now, ,,what can i do

T_T

all the uncertainties...all the mistakes....all the troubles...

i cant focus on my revision anymore....ToT

arhhhh hope blogging will make me feel better...

i hate all this ....having no certainty to depend on...

help

miss you all!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-15T21:53:00.003+03:00

finally i decide to update my blog....
it was a few crazy, lonely,and tiring month since my uni life started...
but i kept on having flash backs to my taylor time

every time i feels like singing i think of how good han pynn is
every time i listen to jay chuo's songs i wander whether alice is listening to them too
every time i get salad from my dinning commence i wander whether sinsin is still so anti vege
every time i i watch anime i wander if traditional watched the episode already
every time i use my ipod shuffle i wander if white fish is using hers too
every time i go to gym i remembered how successful tony is with his body building
every time i crack joke with a girl i wander what goldfish would say if it were her who i m talking to
every time i hear people talk about korean songs i think of ahun who taught me so much about them
every time i face a cold weather i wander how much min hee would need to wear if she were here
every time i hear people talking about dragon ball i think of yew chuan
every time i listen to amei's songs i wander if karmen is listening to them too
every thing i am hungry at night i think of makmak and roti canai
every thing i go to math class i wish it was Mrs Lim teaching
every time i play badminton i miss the time in 3k
every time i think of winter holidays i want to go back Malaysia
but not this winter
i dun know when
miss you all so much!
now you guys should be prold of yourselves because you have made a strong impression of on some one

A new beginning!

2009-09-19T09:16:00.003+03:00

Finally, after so much waiting,
tomorrow I will move into my dorm
finally, my independent life will start
what will i face?
loneliness?
hopelessness?
helplessness?
......
i dont know
but i will pay my price to hav such a long holiday.
i will stop caring about what people think about me if they are not my friends
there is a saying:
"if you are not who you should be at your age, then you will never be"

i want to be who i want to be
i want to act like a person i want to become
i want to do well in studies and play
i want to make lots of friends

and i will pay what i need to pay, for those that i want.

so who will my new friends be?(if i can get any)
we will see....
so what will my new classes be?
we will know......
so who will i be??????
i will try my best!!!!

will all this be worth it????

i will make sure that's the case!!!!

orientation

2009-09-16T07:50:00.003+03:00

一大早我就到了校园里，好冷～
人不多，可是有很多自行车
慢慢的集合的地方人多起来了
一群一群的中国人，大多数是研究生和交换学生，真正的本科生没几个

有扫地车

开会都在这个大讲堂里，讲说一个接一个

文科生的一个建筑

学校旁的火车站

火车上能上网，有两层，有电源插头，超高级！可是一张票要30美元

外面的风景超好！
又是田园又是大海

嘉年华～

2009-09-13T07:54:00.004+03:00

今天姑姑姑父早上去他们一个朋友的葬礼
我就和甜甜在家，中午有一个居委会办的嘉年华我们回去参加
可是我们去得太早的
昨晚下雨了，今天天空看到了少见的云

还好有一颗大树遮荫，不然太晒了

有一些给小孩玩的游戏，要拿奖品太容易了，不管再烂也会有人说“good job"
所以我也不好去和他们抢奖品，不过我们家抽奖中了两次！

吃的东西有很多，有肉臊子般的东西，加孜然的豆，肉肠，沙拉，各式各样的面包，甜饼。。。吃得撑死我了，反正没事做。。。。就一直吃。。。。

最后的节目是一辆消防车! 可以参观喔！还有真正的消防员解说！

他们小孩的合照，甜甜也在

之后又和姑姑和朋友吃晚餐，可是中午的还没消化完。。。。。。到最后我的胃又撑大了一大圈！
明天要去戴维斯准备我的orientation(不懂中文怎么讲）

哇没见过！！！

2009-09-11T07:11:00.002+03:00

自从了来到姑姑家后，我每天早上都会在住宅区周围跑上一圈。。。啊真是冷死了！！！
不过风景和太阳都很好
早上月亮都看得到喔！

哇我第一次看到这种坚果！以前常常在迪斯尼动画里看到

土拨鼠随处可见！可是非常怕人以前没见过

山坡都是黄的～～

坡上到处都有土拨鼠的洞！

哇啊啊啊啊啊啊这也是我第一次看到真正的薰衣草！！路边种了不少，可是季节过了，大部分都黄了，我第二次跑才发现呢！！！！！

我从来没见过这么刺眼的太阳！！！

也才知道有这么大的松果！！！

要跑一圈我最快要一小时！！跑的时候路过的人常常会打招呼“good morning!"
真有礼貌！

the water cube!!

2009-09-11T04:08:00.002+03:00

water cube!!! one of the most special architecture for the Olympic 2008!!when you look at it in real life than from the pictures!
it feels really different

我爱全日空！ANA!!

2009-09-11T00:23:00.000+03:00

好久没坐正常（不是廉价）的经济舱了！
在和爸妈一把鼻涕一把泪的告别后，我进到了国际航班后机舱！

飞机上每人都有一个小电视，有好多电影可以看喔！！！我选了比较少见的日本电影看
我旁边坐了一个日本人，做的笔直笔直的！
然后到了日本xxxx（忘了名）机场
哇降落前的风景太美了！去日本时一定要坐窗边喔！

好了日本（机场）考察开始！

日本的特色小吃，超甜的（有试吃）也超贵（～￥100）

里面也有一个小小的折纸博物馆！！！！真是大开眼界！！！
所有的东西都是用纸做的！

日本人太夸张了！纸鹤能折到肉眼看不到的水平！！！

85人民币的面！

机场买的东西会给我换算错的错觉。。。区区小东西会上千人民币？！？！？！
还是中国早市好！

哇好久没有被好好服务过了！飞机上的甜点还有哈根达兹冰淇淋！！！香草味～～
好多电影看喔！！开心！

First night at U.S

2009-09-06T13:43:00.004+03:00

tonight is my first night spent in the united states
the moon is so bright that it looks like a quite white sun in the dark sky
now is 3 am local
I have being feeling uneasy ever since i left my crying parents at Bei Jing air port
their mood was so surprisingly sad to me
I thought the 1 year holiday would have prepared them and me for that moment
...however i guess none of us were.......i guess i will never understand parents fully until I become one
then I remembered how nicely my family in Bei Jing treated me before I left

a new start at another unfamiliar country
I have a feeling I will look at the moon lot
To let the pure light wash away a bit of loneliness and gain a bit of courage from it
Time to change my time zone for my blog
good night everyone

wooo.an end to my holiday in Malaysia....

2009-08-15T20:48:00.002+03:00

started packing too late that i regret watch too much anime....
waaaaa pls ... my luggage is over weight??!!!! nooooo!!!
guess i cant bring as much books as i wanted....
so wasted...havnt managed to read them all....
arrrrrrrrrr people i will miss you all!!!!

Gundam 00 season 2!!!!

2009-08-14T20:19:00.002+03:00

woo found a super good site to watch anime!!!!
and finally i gets to watch the second season of gundam 00
the story is well...not as superising as i watched season one and some parts are weird as for the way the things turns out from season one...
but still it is excellent!
share this good ending song with you!

Lazy!

2009-07-25T06:05:00.002+03:00

really i lost my passion to update these days....
l a z y........
any so few feed backs too
i guess my holi is just to boring....

my trip to guilin 桂林之旅 1

2009-07-16T10:10:00.004+03:00

Guilin here i am!!!! this is the international air port of guilin, simple...but still ok....but due to the H!N! the health check slowed down the process to come out greatly...
桂林国际机场，应为有了甲型流感的防疫，出来过海关慢了好多！"

"the seven star scenic area in the guilin city, there has the famous camel mountain.
桂林市里的七星公园！！里面有著名的骆驼山喔！"

one of the shooting spot for the movie "liu san jie" in the park
电影“刘三姐” 的拍摄场景之一

the result of the Cultural revolution
文化大革命的产物

guilin is full of the sweet-scented osmanthus (gui hua) trees, this one is the oldest
桂林当然就是有很多桂花树咯。。。这棵是最大的！！

nice sceneries of hills and water in the park
公园里面山山水水都有啊！

it was sunny but the shades are cool!!
太阳很大可是有树荫!!

here is the mighty camel mountain...really looks like one doesn't it?
president Bush had a talk about environment issues here before...haha
骆驼山！看起来很像喔！
小布什总统以前在这里发表了一次环保演讲！

then we went to climb a hill...the view there was fantastic!! we can c the whole of the guilin city!!and the Li river!
之后我们爬了一座山，能看到桂林市的全景！！还有漓江！！

caves are another must sees in guilin!! the lighting plus the reflection on the pond make it very special!!
竹笛岩，岩洞也是桂林的一大特色，加上地面的倒影更是不得了！

guilin food now!
the most well known is the "beer fish" ....it is just adding bear to cook the fish you want...the place my dad and i went to was soooo expensive!!!! RMB 200 for one fish!!!
啤酒鱼是桂林很有名的吃法，可是我和我爸去的那家店要人民币200吃一条鱼！！！！

steamed rice cake......salty and sweet...=_= but i like
蒸的糕点。。。又咸又甜。。

so that is al for day one
next update coming !!!

ALL IN

2009-07-14T05:26:00.002+03:00

sounds so dramatic in the koreanish way...
but still the pressure is crushing me...because i am lazy!
my aunt said:"ur dad went ALL IN for ur uni tuition fees , so you should just give up your fun and try to finish within three years. (a four year course!)...and get as many schoar ships as possible....."
but now i didnt even met the minimal english require to skip the English as a second language class, there will be top studetns from all over the world to complete with, and my dad keeps asking me whether i can graduate in three years under scholarship....
.............
but that is not the main point.... i cant study or do much paperation this holi...i am too distracted and ...locked up (physically and mentally) at home that all i want to do is repel....

now a person wasting a holiday 10 months long is trully failure!!!!
i guess i suck at multitasking anyway...
i think i know what to do now too
i cant achieve anything if i dun "ALL IN"

how well do u know Du(ck)?

2009-07-11T10:28:00.001+03:00

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=15466288&key=6ARR

i made a quiz about myself...try if u know me!!
pls dun fail!!! hahahaha

the tale of my transcripts~~to UC Davis

2009-07-10T20:08:00.002+03:00

i fell unwell today
so why i am still awake so late in the night?
yes uni stuff again
as i dun think i can hav another good sleep before i solve this problem
and here is the tale~

my uni requires me to sent my transcripts and results to them before july 15th
so i sent one copy in early April with PostLaJu
then i happily wait and wait~~
my online status is still "not recieved"
they say if they dun get it by dead line they might cancel my admission
ouch!
so i called the uni in june, asking how come still not received,
he sounded like a good man and told me it takes long to process international transcripts to it might be in process, and told me to sent another copy if i feel insecure
so i did, through normal mail, before i went back to China for trip
then i happily wait wait~~
check onine everyday, still
"not recieved"
a
wa lao!! i called uni again
this time...a stubborn lady
"wat i can see is wat posted online, so i would say it did get to us, and i wont know if it is in process or not, i can not tell u wat to do now, sent again if u want, yes u might get an email when we cancel ur admission , i m not sure it it will be discussed...."

wat!!!! she knows nothing...all i know is they might cancel my admission !!!
a few sleepless nights
my dad tracked the delivery and a person called "NCAMACHO" collected my transcript
so i thought it should reached
tonight i called...again
btw, u know the line always have some one speaking the general stuff to prevent people from asking the obvious questions to the advisers. i need to listen to him for 3min before i get speak and "the advisor is busy at the moment"
i called like 8 times tonight
the first call i got through, a nice male voice redirected me to an international student advisor , and i left the worse voice message ever
the i cant get to anyone free
lastly i got to someone, first she told me my address is not accurate and there is no one called"NCAMACHO" wat??? wrong address and unknown receiver??
then she told me to sent again and redirected me to another advisor for other problem
i was thinking....o no..got go college to get another one sent T_T
all the trouble...

finally that last person, i thank her so much
got my second copy of the transcript ...the address was correct...
hope everything goes well from not...i m so tired....
i want to c my transcripts set as "Received"!!!!

....at home~~

2009-07-10T14:27:00.003+03:00

well, i guess it is a bit boring just read words...i will try to add illustrations in future
it is kind of hard now cause i hav no scanner at home and dun know how to edit the drawing on photoshop...
really thankful that i didnt go skating with yew chuan today cause i feel horrible, as in sick(actually mentally too).
i m not really sick yet as i can feel my immune system is at their limit trying to suppress the symptoms from appearing...i guess it is bwcause a super busy wednesday i had
here is wat i did:
giv tuition for one and half hour
chat with ex junior form highschool for an hour
online for two hours at the web
chat with friend for one and half hour
went 3k to swim( i walked there!)
went gathering at 1u
.....none stop day...
and last night i feel like fainting, think i shouldnt have gone gym when i feel unwell yesterday
i slept sosososososososososososososososo much at home today....o my youth~~

ok next week is going to be a busy week
i really want to skate with SOMEONE!!!ANYONE!!! as i cant stand the loneliness there anymore.
ppl going to monash is starting on monday
hope hp got free time to come skate with me

ok i wont write too long so none of u gets bored...i should start to blog about my trips!with pictures!
(ops got to prepare for tuiton....physic A2...no kidding!!)

me(s) at home

2009-07-09T11:47:00.003+03:00

in my room

in my parents' room

inspired by "tallboyz" i tried these photoshop tricks myself, and they are so easy to do!!!
and btw...i giv up trying to study in holiday....it really doesnt work out for me

skating anyone?

no self control

2009-07-06T19:14:00.002+03:00

i cant study
i cant concentrate to prepare chem for my tuition so i keeps posponding it
i cant study english for my exam in sep!!!!!

i just want to blog and draw and read....
.....
help!

hop hop

2009-07-06T12:28:00.003+03:00

hop hop
i just love blog hopping theses days....
i love the feeling when i feel inspired by other people's passion for life
hop~
i mainly choose ones with art...wooo beautiful
as i can find something in common between artists...
too bad my internet too slow
hop~
it still feels like a needle in my chest when i see people so active in their lives,,,,
appears to be their family supports them in whatever they are doing~~
but i m sure life wont be tat easy
now i feels like a shoot eager to burst into the open air from below the mud
but not yet~~
hop hop~
i feels like leaving my hair long and then dye it, yea pony tail!
i feels like going into the mountains to be a voluntary teacher for a few months
i feels like backpacking across west Malaysia
i feels like learning Japanese
i feels like working in ambulance
i feels like starting my own comic
i feels like learning guitar and play "qing tian"
i feels like.....
but now i need to revise to prepare for uni work and giv tuition
but now i am not allowed to drive on my own
but now i need to worry about how to pay my uni tuition fees
but now i need to be an obedient grandson and stay at home
..........
now i can only find the joy of freedom in other's blog
so i will just hop on ...until i hav my own stories to share....

abstinent to be??

2009-07-05T16:20:00.000+03:00

i will press my control button

2009-07-05T13:54:00.002+03:00

i am always a taker in my family, now i want to be a giver....
there is Never such thing as "enough holiday" if we dont end it ourselves
and now i shall end my...
in order to meet the English requirement for my uni
in order to start at a good position in uni
in order to take as much course as possible in uni
in order to compete for scholarship in uni
as my family emptied their savings for me
i need to give back
first step is...control
...next...is so give up...on some things...

i am ready for a hard life there, can't wait!

yea!!!!!!

2009-07-02T05:28:00.004+03:00

finally i got a moving gif uploaded on blogger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(dancing dancing~~)

i need inner peace

2009-07-01T17:18:00.000+03:00

cool video

2009-06-28T13:14:00.000+03:00

regretsssssssssssssssss

2009-06-25T19:07:00.002+03:00

in total i will hav 11 months of holiday before my uni starts

i regret not to do any community service

regret not to enroll in taylor or imu for one semester and learn something

regret to sleep so much

regrets uselessly but to think how much youth i have wasted....

i regert

who to blame...myself...

i am emo~~~

2009-06-25T07:21:00.002+03:00

now i dun even want go skate
dun want watch movie
dun want see people
dun want go out
dun want to drive
dun want to party
i want a psychiatrist !!!!!!!!!
i want freedom!!!!!

omg
i am now more emo than my grandparents...
my brain has being completely washed
they did a wonderful work on me...

great...friends from AUS not coming back now....
shit*&^%*^$*&^*%^&#^*

i m loner

....

2009-06-24T20:33:00.001+03:00

.....i guess to creat a perfect blog is too time consuming and it is not an efficient way to make money any way.... but should i try??? to earn some income tat way?
which means i will hav to abandon this blogs as i need to hav as much updates for that blog as possible....

dun feel like going ice skating alone anymore...
it gets to become more like a torture these days....
i am becoming more and more antisocial....

father's day

2009-06-21T16:02:00.001+03:00

i do not know how to celerbrate father's day now.....
i feel weird...when i see my dad....
poor dad....to have a son like me

1st animation!

2009-06-18T06:41:00.001+03:00

the first animation i hav ever made, this one as only testing to c it it moves on its own but u need to click it . actually wanted to delete it as it doesnt move on its own, but sinsin was too fast and commented before i realised, so just enjoy it lo, go clik on the pic!!!

decided!!!

2009-06-17T18:34:00.002+03:00

yes! i dun care if my drawing is ugly, i am going to start a comic blog!!!

to save time on drawing, i simplified the main character (me) to the most i can accept T-T( i wanted to draw like manga at first)

which body do u like? which face is better?

i want to draw out my trip to china instead of just typing, to please be patient~~

going back to China!!

2009-06-04T18:30:00.002+03:00

tomo i will fly to GuiLin with my daddy.....

hope everthing goes well
wish things are beautiful and fun!!!

i will be back around....
next next week!!

i hope i will miss skating.....
i hope...

got new challenges to take out now!
i will blog about it when i come back!

trip!!!

2009-06-02T08:45:00.003+03:00

now the plan is fixed
i will leave on friday to 桂林 and travel around for about 2 days...with my dad for a while
....then i leave to 杭州 to find one of my grandpa....for like 10 days
actually i dun feel like going anywhere with my dad only...but i guess got no choice.......i cant stand sleeping at home already
the result from the argument is that my grands will stay in Malaysia till i leave to bei jing in Aug....
i cant wait to be indipendent....
these days...me busy will all the useless things
but then i found a fantastic comic blog...one tat i wanted to start long ago...
every1 should go c, go to MIAO on my links
and my excuse is "i dun have time" in a holiday????
sad.....wat am i wasting time on???

family quarrel

2009-05-30T18:29:00.003+03:00

quarrel... X-X
between two older generations...is ...intense
plus the stubbornness of them....makes it long and unstoppable....
luckily i am not the subject...

should i live as the perfect grandson...
or should i live the life i want.....

??????

friday of pigeons

2009-05-29T14:31:00.003+03:00

guess i skate too much for today
now me blogging in the wed under my ex house mate's ID with sour throat
i didnt bring enough water to the ice rank
omg i dun want to get sick
i legs hurt like hell from yesterday's exercise and today's skating
luckly i slept abit in my ex hostle....

and today i got " let go pigeon" from two people..
one was my suppose -student -to -be....who cancelled the lesson last minute
and my old friend who ran to sunway after her exam forgoten about the stuff she wanted me to bring

=_=....

well talk about happy things,
next month i might go back to china to my grandfather's home town, si chuan
for ten days....then come back(dun worry haha)
well, going on a trip with two extremly stubborn grandparents , both not too good at health....doesnt give me too much of a good feeling

and my dad said my vias is only one year long,,, so got to renew every year,,,,o, cant help it
arrr i dun want to get sick!
got to go home and sleep early!

next week the price for skating increased!!!! to RM 21 because of the school holi....
arrr and got to c that stupid german english teacher ....better teach me properly
now i am learning to spin on ice
me and two other people i got to know in the ice rank was "trying desperatly" to spin on ice today....it was really hard and dizzy~~~~
wont it be nice if we all get to able to spin like pros on ice together....that will be fun :)

i should start living my life the best i can.....i want to c more friends!
skating alone there feels so lonely~~~
ok go read online manga now!! internet so fast at the web at night!
out there taylors got some event there, someone singing.....
i dun want to get sick!

i got my visa!!

2009-05-28T07:59:00.002+03:00

I Got My Student Visa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the waiting at the embassy was long and scary!!!

but i guess i am lucky cause a few people before me got rejected, so i gets more benefits!!

the interview was so short that i didnt realised it was over when the visa is permitted!!!

yeaaaa!!!

these days, tuition and hair cut

2009-05-26T18:55:00.002+03:00

wa keeping myself busy that didnt update these days

i never thought i was going to teach physics application ever until last week...

my tuition business was running out (actually it went dry...), so when the request came i didnt even think twice...

now i kind of regret...even for teaching chem application

as i realised that my teacher rushed through the syllabus so fast that i didnt really know my stuff well enough...

there are often times in tuition when i paused because i was confused myself...

how embarrassing!

well i hope my new customer in taylors will be better, cause the neighbor i teach now gives no interaction at alllllll!!! he just goes "o,o,en,en...."

sad...need to prepare for my Vias interview tomo...the most important thing to do in my holiday!!!!!

and my hair dying plan has being put aside, cause i got the worst hair cut this year....

i will never ever be lazy to communicate with my barber again no matter how great the shop is!!!

this time his view of "neat" to me is"childish and nerdy".....

arrrhhhaaaa hurry my hair grow faster!!!!o_o

Kenichi~~~

2009-05-24T18:04:00.002+03:00

wa~~ i cant believe i finished another anime tat i wanted to save till later to watch....

this one is v nice wo! if you like martial arts, but anime always exaggerate too much...

the ppl in there v funny too~~some lame lo,

i got to start to train mentally and physically too !!!!

reminder!!!!!!

2009-05-24T17:57:00.003+03:00

a lot of things forgot to say!
the Ai Fm MOnthly finals on sat will be put on Nan Yang Daily on monday!!!!
remember to go c!
the rest...forgot...

today's tuition was horrible...i forgot all about nmr...
and got more to teach tomo!

Ai FM 爱势力！！！瀚平and Karmen!!!

2009-05-23T17:37:00.007+03:00

ok ....this is such a once in a life time thing, cause Hann and karmen both got into the Ai fm monthly finals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i was so luckily to got to the radio with them...

when i get off the train station i was like....where on earth am i? didnt hann say the station was right opposite the ktm station Angkasapuri??? i was v nervous on the train cause i thought i might going to be late and disturb both of them, but i seems to worry tooo much

i ended up waiting in the HOT HOT HOT STATION FOR THEM FOR 30 MINS

i sweated like crazy but at least i know i was at the right place

finally i saw a very eye catching jeep came to my view...it was both of them, but the back seat was full of stuff.....+_+how do they expect me to go in?

so i squeezed in.... it was a cool car! i want one like tat in future, but auto one haha

karmen was like: dun need take pictures la~~~

me: i can blog ma~~

so they were actually 20mins late, the room was full of ppl adi and they were taking turns to practise with the piano

every1 was super nervous in the practise, the other two were soso good!!! karmen's shoulder was so tight so i massaged her...

ok so the show starts!!!

this girl was so familier with everything in the process and the room tat i thought she is a worker there, but she is actually a supporter there for the first contestant and a super Ai FM supporter!

the first game was to sing an old song in a diff way...karmen and the other two contestants did it quite well!

karmen did 与往事干杯　in a happy way

hann (suppose) to do 忘情水in　激情版．．．

but it sounded no different from the original!!!

then they had 20min break, later was their prepared song!

super good 失恋无罪！

forgot wat song, but also good!nervous~~~~~~~~~~Karmen's 记得, the start was really good but ...the pianist played different from practise so she missed a beat at the last part, plus she hurt her throat she didnt do as well as she did in K box

ops i forgot to take pic Hann!!!!! i was too nervous for him....

welll his 我听见有人叫你宝贝　went really well in my opinion but the music teacher didnt like it....

the dialogue was really funny and i really admire the DJ and the music teacher's skill for humor

the first contestant won in the end and the second one got most sms support....

then when we were about to leave i realised that i put karmen's handphone in the wrong bag!!!!

and the girl hav already left!!!!!!!!

.....

after me calling the 6th time she finally answered! right before she left the main gate!!!!!!

that was sososo close~~~

the rest of them went to Newway for free but i got to rush home....it was a good experience!!!!

later after class~~

2009-05-22T14:20:00.005+03:00

after blogging at the web aliceturtle and i went to a new Korean restaurant to hav a drink.

she called for a ----(somefriut) tea, and i ordered original korean rice cake.

the ice tea came first , one stirrer , one strew , and lotttts of ice

i picked it up to look under the light to see just how much ice they put in it...

then when i put the glass down the waitress came to put another strew in the cup........ *-*

.....

turtle and i went silence for 10 seconds... #_#''''''''

then we looked at each other and laughed out!^0^

when turtle went back for her church meeting i came back to web again cause i got nothing to do again , and my dear friend commented so fast

i got the feeling that the teacher isn't right

but since she havnt start proper teaching today i dun hav enough excuses to change her yet...'

even that she gav me a ......bad impression

(flash back)::::::

she was explaining somthing about why i shouldnt mention i did someting passionately because i like it.

she went:

so you like to sleep so tat will be all tat u do??? (bad example u giv ...)

we dun always gets to pick in life! in study or in work ! (then y we pick major for......)

(she never let me hav a say...she always pause in slience and expect me to go ::omg u ro sooo right!!!....... i just look back at her... )

then she explained ....the meaning of 'outspoken'

do u simply say wat u want to say?

do i say "i dont like you" and pick my students?

(she paused and look at me again....i wanted to hurry her up so said : "no" very untruefully)
.....

(she really sounded like she doesnt like me....)

hope things will be better when we get to her planned lessons

my english class, skating class and back to the web again!!

2009-05-22T10:55:00.003+03:00

(now me at the web blogging under my house mate's id hahahaha)
well ... i really got over confident for my skating ...i thought i got so mush talent cause i learnt lot myself
today i only know that all was a beautiful bubble , which burst in the lesson today...
i was nervous so i sucked more than usual, but it is the actual standard required but my coach forced me to accept the difference between coached and self- learnt.
well at least i got plenty to practise by my self now~~~

then i need to leave early to ss15 , i left abit too early then i planned, cause my mood was bad from accepting the reality. then when i reached the bus stop there was bus, but i realised i dun hav two i ringgit notes, the bus driver shouted "go down and get change"
i got pissed and decided to walk to ss15 , since i was so much earlier than planned.

it was a hot and sweaty walk, when i reached the economic rice store in AC ,the boss thought i went for a marathon,,,,,*o*' i called for two cups of drink (sugar cane and limao ice)....then i went to WC to change my shirt

time for my private English class in inter-(something) language center (beside McD...sin u should know)
the teacher was,..........a very...angry and dramatic looking lady~~
ok most of u will wonder y i spent money on this(alot of money). well abit of this a bit of that,,, mainly cause i failed my SAT writing section, i got rejected in many uni partly because of my app essays (i think), i am going to a place where i can not lose face for Asians, i realised i am not the self study type of person, i want a more constructive holi...AND i am applying for an honors program in where- i -to -be uni , there are essays again to write and i am too embarrassed to giv to Miss jackey again....so i go for this lessons

ok most of the time in lesson today is to correct my essays...and i was totally embarrassed by my lack of common sense in vocabs....
the teacher is ..called ..gu-------...something...she is a German(she English sounded different ...alot)
and she likes to use the word "Asian " alot

"u r typical Asian!"
"those Asian barely passed....cause they simply write"

...so sorry i am Asian so i act Asian -_-*
and not all Asian dun study in uni ok!!!!! some much smarter than "European"!!!
omg she is also very unpredictable like most "European" teachers
she pause ...for some i dun know reason and look at me....guess my essays heated her brain up too much.....
her eyes are....greenish yellow.....illlll

all doc set for my visa app, printed my photos today...

ok me at the web now, and i actually saw a v v v old friend of my. like 3 m from me but facing the cafeteria. i called her to conform and she picked up. i hung before she answered...but she didnt call back cause she was busy in a discussion with her friend...must be homework , with words like technology, terrorism , economy,,,,
so i didnt tell her i was there lo~~~haha me so considerate, nvm me coming to ss15 alot in future so still got chance

but in the end i went to say hi anyway. ^^

My "dun know how it passed" holiday

2009-05-21T11:12:00.002+03:00

these days i found my self counting the constructive things i did in this holiday
got P licence
learn abit skating
draw abit
learnt malay a bit bit (forgotten now)
blog alot
read abit bit
excerised abit
gav some tuition
.....wat else?
i am panicking !!!
i had almost 7 whole months of holiday!!!!!
but i think 4 months was simply slept way!
it should be the longest holiday i will ever ever have before i retire!!!!
T_T wasted~~~~~

Taylor's 40th Anniversary Logo design

2009-05-13T19:34:00.004+03:00

the competiton ended long ago but now only i can see which design beaten my...

guess simplicity wins T-T

haha my designs are always too complicated,

just like my thoughts and concerns....

but still not bad right???
i squezzed time out of my A2 revision to do this!!

these days.. i dun know how time pass so fast....
my holiday....sign~~~~

Tales at METALTECH 2009

2009-05-11T05:43:00.012+03:00

It is the 15th Asean International Machine Tools And Metalworking Technology Exhibitions...
and i became the catalogue boy for my dad's parnter company

here is my spot, there is a shearer machine behide the table, and at its left is a big guy..

here...i spent most of my time in front of this pressing machine giving out catalogues, it was running so it attracted lot of attention
every morning my dad and i gets to have free breakfast in the hotel where the boss and engineers of my dad's partner company stays ~~~stuffed myself like crazy every morning cause lunch is another untold story...
so it was a "big cheap"...so i unnecessarily ...dun eat Anything before i leave the house in the morning...of course right?!?! the space should be used to hold free stuff!!
but one morning i was superising hungry and my dad need to pass by some where else first before we go to hotel...o my~ being hungry on car is one thing tat makes me feel sick...my head was spinning and hungry makes me weak...
"so much price for big cheap" i thought
and when i got to hotel(finally)...i stomach raored in revenge ~~~

there are quite alot of machines that u can only find in big big factories! like this HUGE miling machine

rolling machine, this one was right infront of my booth

tools are for sell too, all kind of tools...even diamond coated polish or drill heads (those are not as shiney and beautiful as i imagined...)

with my "exhibitor " card i can go to all the exhibition hall however i want!

this is a small miling machine but it's running

ok so story again..the first day was rather embarrassing...i dun know what to do as there are sooo few visitors...people coming around to look are mostly are exhibitors, not visitors

so the bosses and engineers from china want go shopping~~ so i brought them to "the mall" since it is so close...

(originally in chinese)

"erm...so what you want to buy?"

"clothes, t-shirts,perfumes, gifts...." so very china tourists...

so we were in parkson
"arr...all this bands china got sell already..."

"I think china cheaper wo..."
then one of the young boss called a friend...then he asked me whether ther is a brnd called "juicy"

"j-u-i-c-y...jucccciiiyy...do u know?"

"ermm...what is that???"

yes i am cheap and outdated...all this time in malls..never..i have heard of that band name..

"erm is it guy or girl clothes?"

"me buying girl ones"

in my head...(u are a big guy...how on earth u going to get the right size for a girl????or is it u how her size vvvvvery well =0=)

"expensive...china cheaper...dun wan buy already..."

i really doubt... branded clothes in china...can it be so much cheaper???

normally i dun dare to go to shops like tat in china...the numbers are just too big on the price tags

then the 4 of us went to McD for a drink..the serves is so soso sososo bad...

losing face for Malaysia to orang asing...

so going back to the exhibition empty handed...

dinner was with one of my friend's father and some other china business people that they met in the exhibition

the red wine was good~~~

but at the table i was a total outcast....T_T

even i think i must look invisible there

next day... i went to set up the booth after (another) Huge breakfast while my dad brought the china ppl around the tourist spots in KL>>

later when it was lunch time they came back and we went into the VIP lodge to have tea (in other words..free lunch...another big cheap)

there was very few people that day too so i was thinking to call one of my highschool friend who live close by to come out and chat..i smsed ...after two hours he replied(bad signal in the hall i guess)...but two of the china bosses ran off to midvalley ..the other two i dun know where and my dad was talking business somewhere else in the hall...it would seem to be too irresponsible if i leave an engineer there by himself before anyone comes back...so i was so kind to wait...but then..as my dad came back the young china boss came back too (from i dun know where)...and he wants so go to KLCC.....so that selfish git just grabbed my arm and said to my dad

"i borrow ur son for a while ok?"

i was like....what#&$*%&#%

"ok he bring you there"

waaaaa....so sadly i smsed my friend tat i cant go and we planned to meet on Sat

we got a taxi and the boss..Mr Ge...brought me a bottle of soya bean milk

and my first ever tour guide/business social interaction experience began

he asked the most (i dun know how to discribe) ques to the taxi driver (cause the driver is chinese)

"you guys still want to go back to china right?"

"you still consider yourselves as a china chinese right?"

"food in malaysia i can not get used to..."

...

(i remained silence in the car most of the time)

when we arrive we wet into Gucci but that did not satisfy the boss....he asked me to ask the lady here if there is "juicy "

"Only pavilion has"

omg.....scary shop...one in malaysia? even LV got more than 1!!!

i went to another shop to conform when the boss was looking at perfumes..

ok so right away we head to pavilion ... we didnt even stay for 15min at KLCC.

the taxi charge us RM10 to palivion !!!!

so there we found ...the shop my dear dear boss was searching for all this time.....!!!

dadaaaaaa~~~~

then my boss ge took out his PDA and showed the shop people the one style he wants....

it was like a mix between pajamas and huddy sports wear...

the huddy is RM790 ad the pants RM 590....

so what do u think?

and here the funny thing starts....

boss ge called his friend who wanted the clothes

at first they spoke on the phone for 15 mins while i was exploring the shop

there was a sweater....priced RM998....

then the talking on the phone got louder and louder....

when he gave his friend to think about it cause the style sold there is not complete the same to the one she wants..

when we went searching for another brand..Paul Frank

again the style the girl wants is outdated....

the pricing there is ..too much for me too

then we went back to juicy, he called his friend for the third time and now asking for the size...
and it tool 40mins of vvery loud phone talking ..

"just measure the width of your shoulder! with a ruler no the!"

"u know what is width? from left to right la!!!got brain or not???"

"the XS might be too small for you!"

the embarrassing thing is that my dear boss start asking weird questions to the sales lady...

"do you think a 158 cm and 48 kg girl can wear XS?"

the girl paused...#*^*(&^$)$

"erm..well i wear M for comfort but i think that girl is thinner than me..."(o u really think so?)

"well it depends on the width of her shoulder..."

"since we are all chinese give me discount can??"

another pause....*&^%*&^%*

"sorry there is no discount for our products..."

then the phone ringed again...

(i think i will skip the details....it was annoying ....so at last...)

the bill was RM 1500...one pants and top

(arrr me tired of typing his stupidity adi)

after he treated me a drink he went to c the perfume...

and he want to go back to KLCC to buy the Gucci perfume that was in offer...

(i wanted to hit him!!!!!)

so RM 12 taxi back to KLCC

and the most unskillful bargain began

"if u buy 2 small bottle i give u this"

"no i want that"

"sorry can not.."

"waht la you treat chinese so bad! aiyo!"

.....(went on for half hour)

and finally we went back to pwtc with RM 13 txai....

at night...o i went midvalley to c PM15rians

when i came back to legend hotel when the exhibitors' dinner was over...

my dad came down with ther other two bosses carrying one on the big china bosses between their arms...

the drunken boss couldnt even stand and was saying all weird stuff....attracting all the other guests to watch....sitting , no lying on the floor while waiting for taxi to come.

the rest of us walked back to hotel

but......i could hear the vomiting as the lift's door open...

ill......

then i went to by water down stairs....

on Friday i went skating....

Sat i went help again!
then i meet my high school friend

got updates of the elc ppl ...

lots of gossip...

they sell this too!

so weird polish machine

sunday we packed up!. the flowers people give to the exhibition i picked out the ones still alive and brought home...

so sorry i was too tired to prepare mother's day presents for my mom...

well it was good experience after all...

i saw a lot of very high tech DT things

emo day~~tired...

2009-05-08T16:54:00.003+03:00

finally i came to skate again...but i was emo
maybe my uncle came....
i was in the ice rank for six hours...
now tired like shit
but feels good...and not so good
watched x men on my own after skating....
it was ....ok....
tomo got to go help my dad again....
so tired...
i want to go skate more often....sign~
humans are so greedy...really
arrr so tired!

busy~~~day

2009-05-07T19:50:00.002+03:00

went for the gathering after...after a well thought solution of transport
even though i didnt get to watch movie...
it was abit cold actually...ppl all taliking about their uni life...
and today i help ou t at the exhibition tooo
got lots of story to tell
i will upload later....to day v tired....

tomo going skating!!!lafoo~lafoo~

i miss the ice~~~

2009-05-06T19:26:00.002+03:00

this week i am helping my dad's spot in the exhibition. i will up load pictures later...
i hate,,,,hate!!!!!!! being with the business people....
i feel so "extra" there...
but they got good dinner and my dad's china partner cant speak english...so i better go on helping him...
waaa but i need!!!!!! need!!! to go skating on friday!!!! or else i will totally forget!
DUN KNOW IF I SHOULD GO FOR GATHERING TOMO....

my dad dun want me go but he ...nvm...>_<*

some1 pls come ice skating with me on friday! if you free lo!

missing it again....

2009-05-05T19:45:00.002+03:00

the gathering on Thursday night at midvalley....pao tang~~~~(no chance)
reason---it is dangerous to go back by KTM at night....and my dad unable to pick me up
it is also dangerous for my mom to wait there to pick me up
the society today is unstable so better stay home at night

so am i just being young and unthoughtful?

would it be different if i am not the only son in the family?

I become a "P" again^^

2009-05-04T11:46:00.002+03:00

it was nerve breaking, hard and anxious.
but i finally passed my driving test!!!!!!!!!
the road test was so horrible that i am surprised that i passed
my left leg was shaking on the clutch, the steering felt so lose and the position of the brake was different.
my mind was blank and i was sososo stiff.....

i just passed it~~~16/20

well it was a good idea to take my sweet time to do my up hill, side parking and three point turn as many people failed them....the car feels so unfamiliar...but it was new... and everything was all right after the hill

good!!! i dun need any more driving lessons and i can say bye bye to manual cars!!!

yeaaa!!!!!!!

driving...sign~

2009-04-29T19:50:00.003+03:00

i kind of know what is my problem in driving today....
i can not hav someone in the car with me on the road....
i get nervous and indecisive

and i m not blaming everything on my driving instructor!
but i dislike him
the way he talks....
i feel like shouting out "u know ppl make mistakes ok???"
......finally tomo is my last lesson
he took all my confidence away....
good luck to me for my test next Monday...i really want to pass and get ride of the instructor!

primo passo ...the golden chord

2009-04-29T19:26:00.003+03:00

at first i was quite reluctant to download this anime, cause the picture makes it looks like the type of super old type of anime romance...the type when there is a group o f super girly guys all falling for the same girl...and the girl will be blur blur dun know who she should choose...the all the lame romance scenes when the guy will be very "forceful"...hehehe... and the girl face red....

then i saw this character...
i was like...omg ....ugly.......not cute at all...
it is a he btw
but he is not the worst part

this is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really feel like shooting my LCD the he appeared
illllll...then he turned out to be a Sadism...
hahahaha i can hate him completely...with a good reason
but the main character, the girl is so stupid....when he played her around
errrr....

heyhey ,,, but this is a good anime!!!!! it is about classic music and i can appreciate classic musics much better now!!!!!! i download it mainly because the season 2 is out...wooo cant wait...the romance is not as sickening and the story can inspire quite a bit...
i gave up playing instrument before so it hoked me quite a lot...

i spent too much time watching anime tat i didnt prepare for my tuitions.....
running out of business........TT

Redang again!!!

2009-04-22T18:12:00.010+03:00

Since my cousin's family came to Malaysia, how can they miss going to the islands?!
so there we are off to Redang ....it is the second time for me...and i felt great difference between the two visits

this time my resort was on the edge of a hill, and need to go over a wooden bridge to go to the main beach,,,,quite special white sand...blue sky and the resort behind

while waiting for the ferry,,,i tried a kampong swing...really cool, below me is the river to the sea, my fingers hurt from the grabbing

the shotting spot for "夏日嬷嬷茶”it was ridiculously simple...

now it is a small shop

the sun rise iat the last morning of the trip....

i overslept in the first ...

super clear water again!!!

very rare these days....

it is goting hot already....

another thing that is sososo exotic is the big squirrel that always comes to the same sport in the cafeteria to wait to be fed!!! super cute, they r twice as big as ones we see in kk and kl

the other side of my resort....the hill is hard to climb...but yet lots of ppl went to the peak

wat is disappointing...is that there are...four other resorts along the beach..and the pub and karaokes make the evenings on the island no longer peaceful and quiet~~~

it spoils moods.....

and the are some red stuff floating on the sea one day...looks polluted..

sign~~~ even redang is changing....

lots of corals died already....

but this time the guides showed showed some interesting fishes to us as we did snorkeling

Another friday on ice....

2009-04-11T19:44:00.005+03:00

it was the figure skating national championship...
well at first i felt "it is none of my business...i will just go watch movie"
but when i c the ppl tat practised hard nicely dressed up in they costumes ..i felt a bit disappointed for my self.
well i never seriously represented my school for any competition with aura of competitiveness....mostly i am just after the certificate of participation....cause i gave up before i sign up....haha
well after skating for 2 months...i can imagine the hard works of the skaters on the ice that i am watching...every move of their performance is the result of months of practising...and it takes years to be perfect

skaters warm up
the crowd watching( sorry forgot to rotate the photo)

the best one i saw...a lion dance style

the judge's table

ice re-surfacing

the enter and waiting point for competitors

guess my nerve wont allow me into any big competitions....

wat useless pride~~~ its all too late~~~i m too old already~~~

Finally.........^^

2009-04-09T19:44:00.003+03:00

finally, i crushed my teacher's car.....

omg... i was so blur....over confidence at this point?

that was a good painless warning....luckly it was just s small scratch

i was reversing today and didnt realise that the ground was not flat....then had a light, soft, tinder contact with a lorry parked at the side.....

finally i can fold the origami rose!!! which one do u like?

the pink and blue ones are folded in the same method!

haha i can make nice presents for ladies from now on....

finally i can go skating tomo....but will anyone accompany me??

well i hope the teacher is free tomo....

finally someone called me to ask about tuition....

well that guy is about to take A2 Exam already.....

too bad me not free the next two weeks...

because...finally my auntie and her family is coming to visit!!!!

i am bored enough at home...good to have some change...

finally i can go out almost everyday!!!!!!

finally.....its night time....quiet and peaceful

so enjoyable tat i dun want to sleep and go off line~~~

btw...malay is so hard to learn.....

the kinds of verbs and the prepositions are drivng me dizzy

i think i am going to give up....soon...and take up ...chinese hehe

...A nauseous afternoon.....

2009-04-08T18:33:00.003+03:00

Like all other peaceful , quiet afternoonssssssss,,,
i went for a swim at the pool near my apartment
well it was a common thing to dive down,,and see leaves, fruits, or bird poo in the pool bottom
since it is an open pool
and today...two couples was hugging around in the pool~~~=_='''
one couple consists of a china Chinese girl....squatting on the guy's leg
as i swim pass the other couple one girl pulled down her man's trunk and the guy chased her in his swimming trunks *_*''' y bother....
.....
well i just swim on my own~~~
more kids arrived later
it was getting noisy

i swam pass a round , black thing that i assumed as a fruit a few times
but when i did underwater kick and passed it close by.......i realised it was....

it was a lump of SHIT~~~

OMG.......
I FEEL SO DIRTY EVEN WHEN I GOT UP AND SHOWERED....
but the rest of the ppl in the pool didnt seem to take much notice of it....

i m not goin to tat pool this week before they clean it up......
that lump is still round shape underwater...whoever did it must hav serious constipation...
well, does the swimming pool water help you to smooth it up???
get lost you disgusting geek.........*_* SICK........

Practise~and more practise~

2009-04-08T15:28:00.003+03:00

for the first time i got to a practise center today....

took some photos as i think this might bring up memories form some of u the 3 point turn

side parking

waaaa the scariest!!!! i want to practise on the slope more...

Lucky i didnt slide down today or "hang"

but i still dun get the feel of clutch up there!!! and this is where most ppl fail!!!!

woooo slowly and carefully......

the main roads today are scary too....sometimes i dun know whether to go or stop....i try not to stop as much as i could....

i like to practise there...cause got more ppl...and can practise all three tests at once!

hope my lecturer bring me there again tomo!

I am..... "L"

2009-04-07T19:07:00.004+03:00

my driving lessons are very exhausting...
the worst thing is ... i always "hang" at junctions when i stopped and start moving again when the traffic light turned green....
o pai xie....as the cars behind overtakes me....
and my teacher scold me for the wrong reason...me too polite to talk back
and here is where i practise te 3 point turn, side parking, and up hill....
o my up hill is the worst....
and in some mornings....i gets to meet "them"
last lesson i almost run into one off them...i didnt know they r so brave that they didnt move at all as i approaches,horning....i guess they dun understand what the "L" sign means....
yes thats them:::::::

how close to nature....i still remember the first time i practised 3 point turn , the rod i was referring to as covered with big black flies( so i avoid hitting the rod even more)......and the slope i practiced on...well the windows are always opened as the air-con is switched off as i practise...i find it very hard to concentrate as the mosquitoes are attacking me from all directions....i dun want dangi now....

hope i pass the test soon so i can drive auto cars!!!

My holi things and thinks

2009-04-01T19:36:00.005+03:00

waaa since so many friends updated my hands feels itchy and heart feels guilty(i promised my self to update everyday...)

my driving lessons are my main focus these dayss....manual cars are horribly complicated for me.
i want to thank the preson who invented auto cars so much!
at the junction near my house, my car always gets "死火"
it is so embrassing then the cars behinds are horning and that teacher blames me for no good reason...
horn for wat? the "L" sign is there for a reason! (it means i suck。。。。Legally)
and i dun understand y some drivers tries to overtake me even at super narrow roads(i dun want to hurt u at all).....
i feel like i went for roller coaster rides after every driving lesson (the main roads are so.....not under my control..)

then with me staring out the window at home...i think about friendships... (so sian wo>_<)
i watched the videos in my phone....all the happy times with PM15s are just too beautiful...
i could not really remember those moments without the videos...
since i can hardly feel the same happiness again...these days (....cold palace~~~)
as i realised...some relationships will withered no matter wat i do...but yet i think it is not wrong to touch their cold butts with my warm face....as i dun want to close my door...but i think i dun hav tat much of attractive personality anyway (自知之明）
and friends who met up after a long time without contact does not mean they cant be friends anymore.!..internet helped tat to happen...i got 1 old friend back tat way^^ (she blogged about me, exaggerated alot...so pai xie)
sign... things change,,,, people change...how to face the passed happiness when things are no longer the same?...
i wish all my friends happy and lucky, with wat you are doing, and wat you planning to achieve!

Last Rejection From US

2009-04-01T06:07:00.002+03:00

It is with regret that I write to inform you that we are unable to offer you admission to the freshman class at Stanford University. Please know that this decision does not reflect any deficiency or weakness in your application. To the contrary, we are humbled by your talents and achievements and of all those who applied for admission this year.

then UC San Diago sent me one email suddently saying i m admitted....my head got messed up then i realised there is another email saying that the 1st one is sent in error....hewww~~~

good...less choice less headache....

Another rejection.........

2009-03-27T05:11:00.001+03:00

"Dear Xin,
Thank you for applying to UC Berkeley. After careful consideration, I am sorry to inform you that UC Berkeley is unable to offer you admission for the fall semester 2009.
The Admissions decisions were very difficult this year, as competition for fall admission was exceptionally rigorous. Berkeley was able to admit less than a quarter of the 48,000-plus applicants, all of whom were very well qualified. ......"

that is it.... i am going for UC Davis now!

rejected again-

2009-03-21T16:52:00.002+03:00

After careful review of your application for admission, we regret to inform you that we are not able to offer you admission for the Fall Quarter 2009. UCLA continues to receive more applications for admission than we can accommodate in our freshman class. For Fall 2009, we received more than 55,000 applications for 4,700 available spaces for freshmen.

i am rejected again.....from UCLA
i guess this shows where i am...
with no work experience, no community service, no awards....
at least i got offer already... i should be happy......

A Mei Star Tour 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!! at Bukit Jalil!!!

2009-03-21T07:36:00.008+03:00

WAAAAA this is my first idol concert!
it was so good!!!!!!!!! i chosen A mei's concert cause i think it should be very HIGH, and it really was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the audence was so goood too! every one sing along so professionally! then amei started to cry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the music and the assistant singers are all so good too...the keyboard guy was so "ying"! he makes me want to parctice piano again!
karmen and i shouted our lungs out and i was so suppersed that i can actually shout for so long so loud! it got so high at the last apart that every1 stood up !!!
i felt so great there when every one focuses on the same person and cheer for the same person and like the same person! btw it felt soso fast ...i want to hear more actually...but then it was already close to finish....

the stadium before it starts

last part , amei introduced every1 one stage and all the dancers!

each of them sing "你是我的姐妹，你是我的baby!"

the assiatance singers are alllll soooooooo goood!

finished with shiny papers flying!

then when we all thought it was over amei song 2 more super HIGH songs! luckly i didnt go early to catch the lrt ^^ i feel that my ticket was really worth it! yea!

btw the lrt was really "贴心空间”(some1 on train said this)

i was sweating like carzy

luckly i brought enough water!!

thanks for people who worked extra hours for the lrt to function!!

and karmen who acompanied me!

next ... i want to wait for jay chau!!! ^_^

PM15 manga characters update

2009-03-19T10:53:00.008+03:00

Due to very strong response (=_= hehe.."") for the art works last time ...i worked on some of them again and realised..X_X it will take forever if my manga is to be drawn like sketch , so i added a cute version of all people to make my life easier...and i think this time every1 improved!

i did not draw some people last time cause it was only am experiement, here has some new ones too! please comment! this one obvious enought i think
i tried to make his cute version abit "act cool"...but seems like not so nice

this 1 v clear who also !!

i worked on this one for a longgggg time , kept on adjusting

i guess the result is bettter than last one!

goldfish

she looks more cute here than the last one right?

which 1 u prefer?

she strongly asked me to draw her

it was quite hard to spot her features adn present

i guess u cant tell who this is

white fish

i think she suits to be a cute character
did i over do it??+_+""

michelle

this sexy lady...

i just realise i so sosososososososos little pfoto of her

so i cant refer her new hair to my memories

sinsin

lazy to draw myself detail again
please comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rejected....

2009-03-18T11:14:00.002+03:00

"Thank you for logging in to the UC San Diego application status Web site for Fall Quarter 2009 undergraduate applicants. We have carefully reviewed your application and regret that we are unable to offer you admission to the University of California, San Diego. The selection process was very difficult this year as we had an excellent pool of competitive applicants......."

i got rejected.....from university of California San Diego
a dream uni which is beside the sea.....excellent for biomed....
T_T
great...i guess UCD will be my only offer from Us...since other unis are all alot more competitive than this uni and the backup one is of no reply...which should be out since Feb

tat makes things so risky~~~~~~~~~shiver..

waaaaaaaa!!!

2009-03-15T19:12:00.002+03:00

finally! i got an offer letter from US!
University of California Davis! biomedical engineering!
my family is so so happy
just now i looked into one of Sin Sin's friend's blog studying in Canada !
the picture he took there are so beautiful!
what attarcts me most is that it snows so heavily there!
where i will be going doesnt snow at all...T_T
i wander how the life will be there.....
now i am starting to worry about my documents and visa......
hope everything will work out!

life...PM15 manga-nised pls comment

2009-03-12T18:00:00.005+03:00

both of my tuition are cancelled for tomorrow so i cant go skating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
and next week the price will be RM21 for the school holiday.. being so depressed I stay up to strat on my magna characters....can u recognise the ones below?

yes this one is clear enough i guess....it's me!

......

i bet even i wont able to recognise this one....

the photo i was using to refer had a very difficult expression to catch u c...

so it turned out to be so funny that i could rub off..

this is "supposed" to be .....tony

this beautiful lady is ...

aliceturtle

this handsome one is.....the earmuffs can help u remember..

he looks so much better he haha

tranditioinal

this sexy one...is another one that i am not statisfied with
her facial features are v hard to expressed in comic sence....

she's goldfish

even i was suprised wheni isaw the result
he looks so much better here muhahahahahahahahahahaha
can u tell>???
i dun think so

it's Hann

i m not staisfied with this too!
his features r hard to express
can u take a guess?

yew

please tel me ur opinion or it will be hard for me to work on my manga on our beloved PM15!

Safety Zone

2009-03-10T20:04:00.002+03:00

I realised that it is better to live not too comfortably before I can support and protect myself
cause i dont want to be one of those people who needs support from parents even after University!!
so i better set my standard of living a little below my expectation...it is better to have some thing to chase after than to be lazy and satisfied
what's not my is not my...and how other people live is not what i should worry about
but i am always waiting to be inspired with different way of life
i am not good enough at anything at this stage
how to improve ?
it is to leave my own safety zone
to stop rejecting ideas that could change my opinion and way of life
to force my self to do things that needs to be done even though that's not what I am used to do before
to stop turning away form the difficulties and face my weaknesses and mistakes
i feel so short of time these days....
on TV i heard one athlete said :" bed is the coffin of youth"
and to know others in uni are starting to work so hard already....
i dun want to stay the same any more
i cleaned up my room today and was so surprised to find it so dusty and messed up
the result of hesitating to do things when they could be done at first
yes i regret
i survived i Malaysia without learning Malay, Cantenese, Hok Ka or any other language except English
but why didnt i, after staying for almost 8 years?
caused i felt comfortable staying at home and be as lazy as i could
i giv up paino cause i didnt want to practise
i actually felt happy when i giv it up
how foolish
......
i just got to do my best now

My fridays.......

2009-03-06T19:29:00.004+03:00

My legs felt like as if they are on fire, with swollen bruses and big bubbles of pus under the skin.
but i m happy!
why?
it is because i went for ice skating again for three and half hours!!!!
just as i was worrying that i lost interest for the sports after a few lonely sessions i mastered a new move on my own and successfully mastered most of the basic moves of level 1(yea...not all...most) i can finally travel on one leg for 5 seconds!
i really want to learn how to skate backwards and do spins
i want to go practice more often but i think it is better not to push my dad's limit ...
wooo it feels so nice to glide on ice~~~

Equal, or Unequal exchange,process & change....

2009-03-04T19:12:00.002+03:00

Watching " A date with Lu Yu" and "Full metal alchemist" these days....
learnt alot of things
many things in life needs the application of equal exchange
we need the equal amount of sacrifice to get what we are after
but that's the minimum
the balance rarely benefits ourselves
most of the time we need to work harder, try again and again, scarifies more time and leisure
Lu Yu 's show was mostly about Taiwan artist these days and i watched the interview with 侯佩晨。。。jay chao's ex girl friend
something she said was right... life is about experiencing the process of living..
yes the process
whether it is joy or pain
"it is only complete when you experienced and accept the goods and bads of life"
yea
whatever we are going through now
we should calm down and feel it, then accept what we are, how we are
because everything will pass
everything
pain can be erased by time and so is joyful experiences

maybe the results are not that important
as long as we are happy during the process
and have the courage to look back and laugh at ourselves
because they were the process
and when we become a stack of white bones......we have nothing left

read "who moved my cheese" again
felt so much more strongly than the last time i read it

change is unavoidable
so why bother resisting?
always be ready for it ,,,so we can make something good out of it......
i need to accept now too
sniffing around for the scent of change
with abit of reluctance, i realised somethings will never be the same again
the memorable A level time....
but i got to move on

i dun

2009-02-25T18:31:00.003+03:00

i dun know how to write
i just dun cherish
i cant explain
is that in my genes that i wont learn from my lessons?
i just hav to complain about at i lost
but never, thank for what i get
o i will waste my life away
in emptiness and despaire
when all i hav is gone before i can hold on
when i hav no one left

distance is good

2009-02-24T08:42:00.002+03:00

i am bad
my heart is black
i am selfish and revengeful
lazy and ignorant
brainless

and i thought i was innocent
how funny
it should have been foolish and stupid
how can i be so dirty......i dun know
maybe distance is good
v good for people like me
closeness is dangerous.....the closer , the more damage

today.......

2009-02-22T19:12:00.003+03:00

after learning jet lee's positive attitude of appreciating the undesirable things that happen in life.... i start to feel better
if i havnt being locked up at home for so long....would a gathering dinner be something to be so happy and excited about?
now waiting for my L licence , i guess i will just make my " house husband " life constructive
today when i was suppose to just ask my grandparents i bumped into the room when they were having a chat
they were happy to c tat i went to talk to them, and said i talk to them too little.....
appears that a TV program brought up some sad memories of my grandpa
he cried abit , regretting that he didnt manage to take care of his mom and younger brother who died long ago........
well....it would be foolish to say things too positive at that moment
i realised that things like "learn from ur mistakes" or "u did wat u could" wont help much when facing the true tragedies in life......tat have formed a life time regret and sorrow
yes....there are some mistakes that we cant afford make....like not treating parents the best we could
they made who we r today...............right?

wooo there is still such people in this world

2009-02-17T19:50:00.002+03:00

just as i cursing ans swearing to my self all day for being locked up at home....
i watch the tv show on Phoenix tv about lives of ex-Taiwanese soldiers..

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here is how one spent his youth:
during his 20s as a solider he couldnt get married as the income for them were low and life was hard in taiwan
then the economy became better only when he was in his 40s
arranged dating didnt work out cause the ones he met mostly has children or are too young
he didn't trust wives too young and couldnt support too many children
then he worked at a super dangerous construction site after he resign from the militiry, lots of people died there from land slide......he had no choice since he was not skilled in other things
then he started to donate his savings to support children to go school.....
but he was living in a place that looks like rubbish dump and he didnt even have money to go hospital
he was alone and he was 90...there is no one to take care of him
he couldnt even take shower himself, so he had to call hospital service once a week to help him take shower.
then a Taiwanese family took him in
they were touched by his total donation of over RM 4000000....while suffering like that himself
the family took him as their grandparents and be his family
for the first time in his life there is a family to celebrate his birthday with
his old home in china mainland was no longer a home
his parents died, sister married to cities,,,,no one is there any more..only a small house

the Taiwanese family was so open with love and the old man is so kind hearted i could not believe......now there is something i can believe in....and there is nothing i can complain about when there r people who dun even want to buy themselves new clothes in order to save them for charity donation.....

wont the world be so much better if there are more people like them?

it's Valentine again!

2009-02-14T18:38:00.003+03:00

ate in pizza hut with my family tonight and sitting opposite of me was a slient chinese couple....

and at the left of me was another quiet indian couple....

i didnt find too many couple actually....maybe because i was in carrefour=_='

and today is elc sports day

met lots of goo d old juniors...the guys are so tall now and girls looks better

couldnt go to kim's goodbye dinner....mission impossible with grandparents keeping their eyes on me like now...

hope all couples dun fight today

hope the hardwork for romance pays off

hope tonight is not to hot for couples making out...........hahaha

today is really hot....is it too much love in the air?

over night at yew's

2009-02-11T16:00:00.003+03:00

first time in my life that i can remember to stay up till 4

my grandparent and my dad will go MAD if they knoe i was that tha famous mamak till3 30 in the morning......hahahah

there were so many rats........

great "bed" time with the cute innocent yew and horny voilent tony.....

muhahahaha

luckly my tuition the next day was cancelled.....the 3 of us got up around 2

the remedy

2009-02-08T10:35:00.003+03:00

i really don't understand why i automatically make myself the tragic character whenever possible. Maybe it's because now is the time that i eager for change and first time realised the difficulty to change the situation and convince people to give me what i want. i chose to look at the dark aide, and wishing to receive pity. haha, all i did just harmed myself and wasted precious things.
i don't know now, when to be persistent and when to adjust myself instead to push limits.
life would be o much easier if i just change my own opinion, but how to work hard and reach goals if i kept on changing my goals?
maybe goals at not meant to change , what should change is my approach.
but i really cant force myself to look away from what i missed....i am reluctant to look at others' facebook profile to find out what others do with their friends...when i am locked at home with my grandparents. maybe(again) it is my duty to entertain my grandparents....
just when i stopped smiling and got extra sleepy...drawing and music became the remedy for the depression. i longed for the peace i find when i draw with the music on......i am wishing to create a new blog with my own manga drawing uploads everyday about the stories in college and my everyday life...hope to make abit of money along the way too hehehehe....
wish everyone having a full filling holiday
some people are going to start in IMU soon...i felt a strong earge to follow them for 1 sem untill i go somewhere else.......sign...good luck to them...hope they make lots of new friends and hav good lecturers.... hope we will still hang out....they got to wear formal every day...sounds cool though :)

Terengganu for quiet CNY!~~~...

2009-02-02T18:50:00.005+03:00

the waves were not safe for swimming

the beach were ok

but the only thing to do there was to be in the swimming pool

the pool i spent all my time in.....for the whole trip

well it is also to burn off the buffet dinner....i almost burst

my success sea shell hunt
got alot of good ones to make photo frames at home!!!!

CaCo3 bubbles of the sea

1st morning sun at 8 am

2nd morning cant c the sun.........

wat a quiet trip..... with family...

nothing to complain about......

Chrno Crusade....another sad anime

2009-02-02T18:37:00.002+03:00

a sad and very religious anime.......
i couldn't understand some parts due to lack of knowledge for Catholic

rather enjoyable but ending v v v v v vv werid and sad
i really suck at history so i didnt get the ending....

Chinese New Year......do wat?

2009-02-02T18:20:00.002+03:00

new year prayer
chinese spicy steamboat!!!!!

big tooth cow

Washing tree!!!!!!

new year eve dinner

Cape No .7

2009-01-28T19:56:00.002+03:00

just watched the dvd borrowed from cindy
my mom and i liked it but my dad could barely sit still the end without fast forwarding...
i like the very Taiwan feel of the movie, very comfortable to watch
but the love part is a little weird....
i couldn't make any sence out from the letter too.....seems that it was a seperated from the main thing....
but it seems to be good to know an instrument~~~~~~

Special . A...........a lame but fun anime

2009-01-27T19:32:00.002+03:00

maybe it suits me as in i need the encouragement to be more competitive
i was quite annoyed with thte girl at first ...but i learnt alot from the super gentlemen in the story!!

some personality tests

2009-01-25T04:48:00.003+03:00

My Attitudes Toward Self


High Standards	75
Self-Criticism	75
Generalization	94

You have high self-criticism. You have high generalization.

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My Personality


Neuroticism	99
Extraversion	54
Openness to Experience	81
Agreeableness	52
Conscientiousness	75

You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge, however you tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity, however you are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans.

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My Stress Management


Functional Management	65
Emotional Management	80
Disengagement	22
Internalization	31

You have medium active coping, however you have high restraint. You have medium use of emotional social support. You have low denial.

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not that accurate i feel.....
i m not that good at emotional stuff

results

2009-01-20T18:18:00.002+03:00

well people says process is more important than the result
it's part right....
but if we pharsed it like :
" the process before the goal is reached is more important than the result its self"
sounds better in my opinion

tomo is the day to release the A level results......all will be decided........
good luck to you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^o^

this is wat photoshopper does with magazines

2009-01-20T18:14:00.002+03:00

hey people you like it????
rather frightening looking right?
i think it looks cool................
i cant do any one else cause i dont have good pics so if u want me to edit ur photo just sent then to me!!!!!!!
haha just for fun!

well......a different style of anime

2009-01-20T06:31:00.004+03:00

the drawing is rather special in this anime.

the backgrounds are done in water colour style

the colours are all dull ones......

well the mean characters are so emo...so that suits the theme....

it is kind of irriating that the story goes so slow

fighting sucks too

well just average anime

this is the first anime i download using my computer!!!!!!!

code geass......lafoo it but v v depressing

2009-01-20T05:44:00.002+03:00

a v political anime with some good robot fighting....

it feels abit similar but better than gundam seed as there is more tactics and more exciting plots

but like gundam seed i really go t confused who really was the bad guy till the last part of the last episode.........yea ....both side fighting had good characters....and u will just have to see them kill each other.

i will comment on other things in my chinese blog

but it was really a good experience watching!!!

kind of hard to find an amine to enjoy this much now days.

a nice song, the lyrics wonderful

2009-01-04T06:19:00.004+03:00

i took so much time to download that song
its lyrics.....hard to find such a touching song anymore

somehow the translation is different
but i prefer the one below

While we wore the same smiles,We passed through the years together.
The sceneries kept changing,And we struggled to accept it.

I throw away my useless pride.May kindness come to this world.

I Gotta SayEven if I show off my bravery and my strength,I can't survive alone.Our promise from that day,It remains firmly in my heart, even now.

New encounters come after each farewell.I find light down a new path, and move on.Since the day I was born,That has been the way my life is molded.

Before we realized it,We have both found our own futures.

I Gotta SayEven if you are far away where I can't meet you,There's a resilient bond between us."May my dreams come true."I am praying from the bottom of my heart.
We're friends forever.
We pledged to meet again someday,Crossed our little fingers,And set out that day,For unseen destinations,And though we may be lost,We are making progress,Always.

Through the changing seasons,And this fleeting moment,I listen to these nostalgic melodies.Even when I become an adult,Some things won't fade,Like our precious memories.

I Gotta SayEven if I show off my bravery and my strength,I can't survive alone.Our promise from that day,It remains firmly in my heart.

As life goes on...I mustn't forget, yeah.Don't let it go...I remember this vast land and my friends.

Mobile Suits Gundam 00........waaa i am speechless

2009-01-03T11:06:00.003+03:00

anime graphic at its best.....

the anime ....makes me speechless

i dun know how to express how much impression it left me

i even cried at the last bit

well it is another story depicting people trying to stop war and yet all the meaningless fihgting and revenge takes place...well i guess the story havent really got to be best part since the true bad guys only showed at the last part, this first season is like a fight between good people---yea why even bother to fight? but they still do.....cant wait for season 2 to finish releasing!!!

waaa another anime i enjoy---Kaze no stigma

2009-01-01T15:17:00.003+03:00

well i like anime with magical fighting so this anime suits my taste quite well since its got nothing much in anything else other than fighting..........

good thing is that the graphics for the attacks are good since they are editted by computers

the story havnt finished so i am hoping for a season two but i dun think it will be popular enough for that

the guy is too cool to be true, and tat girl is so annoying.....the original plot makes the guys rather bloody but he is fine in the anime....he is so ...tat too. he licked the girl on the face and went to mixed bath all naked with his friend without feeling embrassed at all...so cool =_=

but too many underwear scenes is lame.......

arrr i spent too much time watching anime...still got so many things to prepare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have to give tuition tomorrow

arrrrr....good luck to me...

2009

2008-12-31T12:43:00.004+03:00

so fast...................................
this year passed so fast
the A Level year finished (if i dun retake)
just like a blink of an eye, everything passed
thinking back lots actually happened
the new year will sure be different...without the familiar anymore
i wont get to see some people any more
i wont spent as much time with lots of people as i used to
a new lif will begain soon no matter what
but i guess it will be good experience
really?
it has got to be
as a new stage if my life starts, which means highschool life is finally over
o my
no more high school?
wa there got to be lots of regrets
sad to say
but they cant really be helped
i better learn my lessions
lots of thing that happen in 09 will decide my future
my results, my uni, my holiday life
the unknown of the future appears to be rather scary to me
as i have a weak mind
but eough of that
being weak wont change much to the better
i got to stop writing as if i got a bad life
cause i dun
i got to stop letting oppotuniites pass me
fun wasted, time lost, chance gone
no no no more
i wish everyone the same
good luck , where ever you are and will be
doing what ever you are and will do
i hope to see all of you again!
lets jump into 2009 with a positive start!

Hann Pyng on the air~~~

2008-12-27T12:09:00.005+03:00

finally Hann Pyng's dream came true, he got to go on to Ai FM's singing show as one of the week champion to compete for the winner of the month!
i gave up my badminton time to record his voice on radio so all of u can enjoy!
what a good thing to happen as the year ends!
tat stupid program stuffed so many advertisements and songs that wait was bothersome.....so i start this blog adi before its over
waaa the pk starts as i am writing this bolg...omg the other guy made a mistake in his song....he is singing 爱太痛(love hurts too much)...oooo he went out of tune!!!!....hp might win!!!!
he seems to be crying.....o he was too nervous...seems like he was shaking...
wat!!!! the judge says it was unfair that he did so much better in the practice!
oooo sad for him...he wanted to go again but it was not allowed
Next is Hann!!!!wa.... good
but....he sang 1 extra chores...............................................faint****
but i didnt realised at all!!! i was so absorb in his voice!!!!
wa the judge still say hp and the other one gets to join a 1 day sing class!!!!!!!
that was so good!!!! sorry that the computer can only record up to 60 seconds at once
so hp"s song was not complete here T_T i hope other friends of his managed to get the full version
waaa the voting starts......
Hann Pyng Won!!!!!!! yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will try to upload his record soon...something went wrong with the net.....again.again

Gandam Seed Destiny!!!!!!! a v political anime

2008-12-26T20:01:00.002+03:00

a mobile suit lover like my self definitely cant miss the gundam series.

the seeed series is quite old that the effects are not as good but the machines are still cool

i like this follow up of seed as many characters and suits come up unexpectedly

the story is also less predictable than seed

i didnt expect the new main character to remain as the villian till the end....

and some relationships are messed up....in the end

well it was till good anime to watch!
i enjoyed it alot but it got a bit weird in the middle, as you dun know who the true enemy is till the last part.

Lovely Complex....i love it ^_^

2008-12-26T19:28:00.004+03:00

I am so happy!

even though i am stacked at home i got found such a wonderful anime!!!!!!

sosososo good

it is about LOVE but it is not boring at all!!!!!!!

it is so good at the feeling part and the humor is hilarious!

it is so romantic toooo~~~~~~

i think every one who apprecient anime should go watch!!!!!!

i m having a tough time looking for the last 4 episodes....

omg my net is $*(#*&*&&^ slow

or eose i wont blog about it before i watch the ending!

wa~~~ its so nice! i think its worth rewatching